Well ... I hope you guys dont let me talk here alone ... I want you to put your heads for work too ...
Before I share my ideeas I must remind you, the kind of person Kurt was ... As an close friend of Kurt said , he was the most amazing person he meet. A true genius, not only in music but in all aspects of life ... I believe that because sometimes the pain and grief can be a real booster for the genius ... see Vincent van Gogh, Edgar Allen Poe, and more recent Hemingway
well if you play smells like teen spirit backwards, it sounds like he was gonna kill himself.BUT forwards, at the end he repeats 'a denial' such as a denial of his death. reverse that, and you get 'i hate you'. compare that to the end of his suicide note that says 'i love you'. susspisios isnt it -_^
I already stated that I dont want to do anything more ... to search for Kurt or something like that
I strongly belive that Kurt, desgusted by the hollow life he was living, made this decission ... and good for him
Maybe this blog doesnt help him too much, raising such questions, but I didnt do this blog with an reason or purpuse ... I just did it to pay my respect to a beautiful soul
Since yesterdays night im fricking sure he's alive.. all evening along i was surfing trough net and looking at the facts and so.. i dont know, all the poeple i am telling this think im sick, whatever, he's alive. XD
I really want to believe you, but deep down inside it just seems too hypothetical. Of course I am excited of the following facts you might find, or any new ideas, but I am sorry to tell you that you haven't convinced me... yet. For now, I continue to pay homage to the memory of Kurt Cobain. Rest In Peace.
ok, im not denying that kurt cobain is alive or dead, however, you stated in one of your posts that one of the most important things to him was not fame or money but his daughter Frances, if that were true why would he leave her and his wife for that matter just so he could be free from the stressful and painful career and whatnot. It seems from my point of view that doing that(going into hiding) is showing that he doesn't care about his daughter because he left her! If your allegations are true of course. It just doesn't make sense, he wouldn't have left his Frances if she was the most important thing in his life.
what do you guys think of the fact that people used Kurt's social security number (if i said that right) to buy houses and other stuff is it possible to use suchs a number after someone died a long time ago
Kurt is alive. Yall need to stop thinking about it and I know where hes at I see him about 2 times a month. Hes fine short hair a little gray in the temples glasses on and a faded old ball cap he spends most of his time feeding his goats and cows Hes really happy no woman in his life He says he dont have the time for all that shit anymore. So yall leave it be he got tired of all that shit but hes doing fine.
Dont Forget that on April 5 1994 he also said "I cant live this life i just dont have the passion anymore" He wasnt happy with the fame he didnt want to be a rock star anymore and i also have a hard time beleving that he would leave Frances like than no matter what she was his whole world
guys this is not to flame or demoralize any of u all...i love kurt as much as u all like and i really wish if he was alive...but please get over it guys...kurts dead and thats fact....he was too big a magnitude to hide his death and its just not possible....i understand u r logic saying kurt didnt wanted to losse his rock star stardom but he didnt wanted it either so he staged his death....what u guys missed out here is just 1 more fact he was utterly disappointed with his marrage and he knew courtny wont let go things so easily and that was a factor in kurts death....i really wish if he was alive...i really wish what i am saying is all false....but still kurt is too huge to fake his death...just too huge.
hey guys, im sorry i have to say this. Kurt Cobain is dead. As much as you would like him to be alive he is not. What i think (dont take this personly) is that guys are a bunch of wanna-bees wasting your time (and life) on something you wish would of turned out differently. Just give up Kurts dead.
Hi Boddah, you have stated that you were a close friend of Kurts (posted on april 15th 2008)
so let me ask you a question & get a honest answer, do you believe Courtney killed kurt or had something to do with his death?
I know you think hes alive, but I cant believe that somehow! I dont know weather to find your site sick or crazy or you just enjoy messing with peoples emotions, kurts death hurt alot of people, specially here in the UK too.
Hi Boddah, you have stated that you were a close friend of Kurts (posted on april 15th 2008)
so let me ask you a question & get a honest answer, do you believe Courtney killed kurt or had something to do with his death?
I know you think hes alive, but I cant believe that somehow! I dont know weather to find your site sick or crazy or you just enjoy messing with peoples emotions, kurts death hurt alot of people, specially here in the UK too.
i hope you are right ,and i really want to believe you.i am so exited of the following facts you find .i love him so much and i love reading about him.so i hope kurt is really still alive.
hey everybody i wish tht kurt cobain still a live but the truth he is dead bcs why someone will disepeared just like tht so i want to believe tht he's a live but sadly he is not.
Honestly, whether Kurt is alive or not, don't be stupid and post dumb things like "Oh, I killed him. I was hired by Courtney". or "Kurt, don't show this message to anyone". It's the stupidest things I have ever seen. You people seriously need a lot of growing up to do. I also understand you have rights to your own opinions, but come on now, you people are becoming ridiculous. Many people believe in many different thing and that includes what they believe happened to Kurt. And in my opinion, I do not know if Kurt is dead nor does anyone else. People are stating their true feelings on this case. If Kurt is dead, I believed that someone else killed him, and if he's still alive, show himself. Maybe he really is alive, maybe not. Either way he's not going to be seen. Apparently if he's alive, he wants to be left alone. I've read and seen alot of peoples opinions, thoughts and stories of Kurt's case. In one interview with Kurt, he makes a direct quote "Through other eyes, it isn't a specific ailment, it doesnt have a name or anything. I mean it had been building up for so many years now, I was suicidal, ya know? I mean I just didn't want to live. So, I just thought, if I'm gonna die, if I'm gonna kill myself, I should take some drugs. Ya know? I might as well become a junkie because I felt like a junkie everyday." That did not mean he wanted to or even intended to kill himself. This meant nothing more than what people were saying and how he felt about it. He may have felt suicidal, but I do not think that any father that loved and cared so much about his daughter, would do something to never have that feeling again. To never be able to watch her grow, take care of her, be there for her when she needed him and to love her, give that up for drugs and nothing. I would call it nothing because what would he get out of not being on this eath anymore? Not Francis. I would argue the fact of him still being alive for the reasoning of why wouldn't he come in contact with Francis or want to see her? but then again, with Kurt you never know. Maybe for him, in his mind, he is watching her grow. He may not be there next to her, but he sees pictures on the internet, television, magazines and much more. Maybe this is his own little way of being with Francis and watching her grow, Maybe acting like he was dead was the only way for him to get out of his marraige and become happy. Just maybe he didn't want his daughter to go through her parents being divorced like he had to. From things I've read(which are not always true)Cobain had a hard life after his parents divorced. I knwo from personal experience that I hate my parents being divorced. I've had my mother and fathers boyfriends, girlfriends and husbands in and out of my life for I'd say ten years now. Maybe Kurt thought of this after(if he really did)he wrote the letter to Courney about him wanting a divorce, which would make him pretending to be dead the easiest way to keep Francis and himself happy. Again, this is only my opinion and thoughts about Kurt Cobain and his possible where abouts or death cause. The one thing I wonder the most is how Francis feels? How does she feel about her father not being there and what does she think really happened to him? I hope to one day find out, but until I do I will continue to wonder. All anyone should really care about is him being happy. If you are a true fan, you will believe whatever you want and let no one person change your mind. Speak freely, I'm not trying to say I know what happened, this is my opinion on what is possible and what might have happened. I encourage any Nirvana and Kurt Cobain fan to believe whatever you want to believe and go as far as you think you should to prove your thoughts and beliefs. I am also not sure why they did not show a picture of Kurt's face, considering the fact that(possibly)his face was not intact, I've always known of pictures being taken of the full body. No matter the damage or how brutal and disgusting it may be, th epictures are needed for records. Someone always gets a hold of things not meant to be seen by others, this time I'm not sure of the case. Either way, I have no way to prove anything to the extent where it will make a difference, but maybe someone else does. If you do, don't be afaid, speak up so you can be heard because you never know what could be done with or without the information. I never knew Kurt personally, I wouldn't be able to say whether or not he would do this or do that, I'm only reminding you that this is an opinion. Don't get offended by what I say and if it does offend you, I'm not here to say sorry for what I've said. I'm writing to explain how I feel about this situation. Please feel free to say anything you feel about what I have just written. Write your own opinion and what you think or believed happened. If you would like to talk to me about anything I've said or other things dealing with Kurt I have an aim screen name I will put on here.
Kurt, whether you walk on this earth or your body lay in a coffin, you were a loved singer/song writer/gutarist. I wish I could have met you, but either way you were tired and wanted to be alone and happy. -Megan New Jersey
I agree, he might be alive.You can find every dead people's disgusting and rotten pictures on the internet and elsewhere..Even Marilyn Monroe and even Kennedy, Lennon..But no dead pic of Kurt.I think Seattle Police Department cooporated with him, and made a hoax like this as if he died..
While I appreciate the sentiment of this site, you all have to realize that Kurt is not alive. I am a HUGE fan of Nirvana and Kurt, so I would love more than anybody for him to be alive. But he is not. Do you really know how hard it is to fake your own death? For himk to have disappeared for almost 15 years in nearly unfathomable. And why in all that time would he not contact his own daughter? Yes, custody of Frances was given to Kurt's mom after his death, but that was because courtney was drugged-out mess incapable of taking care of a child, or herself for that matter. Kurt may have wanted out of the music business and the public eye, but why would he fake his own death? It's not like he commited a great crime, or had people trying to assasinate him. He was a musician who got tired of being a rockstar. Now whether he killed himself or was murdered, who probably will never know for sure. But he is DEAD. You guys need to accept that and just cherish the music Nirvana and Kurt made
I´m so warm and calm inside I no longer have to hide Let's talk about someone else Steaming, soon begins to melt Nothin' really bothers her She just wants to love herself ......
Things have never been so swell I have never felt so well.
Ok Boddah, why would Kurt do that?Why would he stage his own death when he can quit the music business and move to another country?Why would he chose the hard way when there is an easy way?And how can he see his daughter when he is hiding?How can he have a daughter-father relationship with his daughter when he is covering his own ID?Do you think Frances Bean is keeping the secret that her father is actually alive and is she not telling this truth to anyone?Even her friends?Do you think Kurt put his own daughter into a position like this?If you can give good answers to these questions then I will believe this theory.
Know what I've noticed? If Kurt OD'd on heroin, why was he wearing long sleeves when he was found? I think he had someone pose as him and had him wear long sleeves because that's just what Kurt did. He almost always wore long sleeves. Any other explanations for that?
well, i didn't know if you knew this already ,but kurt had filed a divorce from courtney and was getting ready to announce that he was leaving the music indrustry for good.
Police may have cooperated with him.You know, sometimes cops do things like "witness protection program" or something..They may have fooled the media.And you know, Courtney knew Seattle Police Department cops very well, even the autopsy experts, like Nikolas Hartshorne.No matter what the crime scene looked like, a cop will always investigate if he finds out a suicide victim with a 3 time lethal dose.If they did not, it is only suspicious.It is not impossible for Kurt to be faked his own death, it is possible..And I read the stuff that Courtney said, "Kurt has millions of houses on his name all over the America.". It is not a lie, if you search for his name on the peoplesearch.com or whitepages.com, you will see that there are lots and lots of Kurt Cobain all over America.The strangest thing is, I remember that Kurt once said in an interview that he searched for all the Cibains around the America, and he is the only Kurt Cobain that is living in America.
People searching sites proove that Courtney is not lying about Kurt having hundreds of houses all over America.She was talking about a fraud, I dont know if a fraud really happened or not, but it is true that he has addresses under his own name all over USA.It is strange.
But I don´t understand why Frances is still in touch whith his mother, isn´t she??? I cant stop crying while reading this blog, he was so young, so sweet and so an exceptional musician. I dont understand anything
Go to www.findadeath.com. They have two pictures of his body. As a matter of fact, here's a link.
http://www.findadeath.com/
Go to "directory", then scroll down to Kurt's name. One is very obviously fake, but the other looks suspiciously authentic. You can never tell these days with photoshop and all though.
Don't start this elvis crap man. He's dead. I miss him too, but he's dead.
I saw that pic on findadeath.com about a month ago. I don't think that that looks exactly like Kurt. I think it looks enough like him though. I actually think it's Cali. Like, I think Kurt left for...wherever he went. When Tom Grant and Dylan Carlson went to his house, they went into Cali's room and supposedly it looked as though he had left in a hurry. Like, the tv was still on and everything. I think Courtney knew they were coming so she told him to go to the green house and lay on the floor like he was dead. And that's why she kept saying to Dylan "Check the green house, make sure you check the green house". And when no one came, maybe she told him to lay there again in the morning when she knew the electricians were gonna be working on the house. So Cali was the "body" that Gary Smith found. *shrugs* Just a thought. I really do think the man in the photograph on that website looks like him [Cali] though. Check it out.
Could be - maybe, maybe not. I only know that his death was a tragic thing for his fans and if he is still alive then more power to him for finding the courage to get out. The mainstream corporate music industry is full of scumbags looking to make money off the talent of others.
If he is in Ireland - cool. I moved from Denver to Scotland where my ancestors originated so I can dig that.
But, still, wouldn't it just be easier to buy an island, tell the music industry to F*ck off and live in peace? Being a young daughter who lost her father to death, I can't imagine that any parent would want to inflict that on their kid however, he was an addict. People always seem euphoric when high...
Kurt Cobain was identified by his own mother when they found him. Why wouldn't you believe he's dead?
I'm more conserned about what the cause of his death is, I mean, did Courtney kill him? He had triple the lethal drugs in his body, he must've been dead before picking up the shotgun. Also was said someone used his creditcard after his death, so someone must have known he was dead before the electrician found him.
I strongly believe that Courtney did this, and she got away with it.
I don't know what to think I love him and I hope he's not dead but if he is RIP and I love you. but if he isn't then I am so happy and I just wish that Nirvana would get back together but I do think you're right but I also think that he may be dead. either way I still love and respect him.
He's not alive, but unfortunately fanboys just don't want to accept the truth. You'll get over it as you get older. I was 14 when Nevermind was released and it blew my mind. Now at the age of 31, older than Kurt was when he died, I look at things a little differently now and I'm especially not as infatuated by him as I was when I was a kid. Basically, I grew up and got over it. I suggest the rest of you do the same and let the man rest in peace.
I wonder if it is mere coincidence that I found this site.
I'm 19 and I've been listenign to Nirvana since I discovered them at 14.
For several years, I studied the great mystery of his death and I came to realize that I was going around in circles. i gave up at one point trying to prove that he was alive...
...Until a month ago. I live in Washington state, in a very small town. the closest big town to me is Kelso/Longview. I happened to be there after work one day and I was getting ready to go to a cash machine when I heard a voice say "excuse me."
To me, it felt like I had heard that voice before. I turn around and who do I see before me, but a man with long blonde hair, a t-shirt with a flannel over it, really faded blue jeans (though not torn) and converse sneakers. He has those same peircing eyes, the same bulky jaw bone and he was smoking a cigarette. He was deffinatley aged but looked to be about in his 40's (which would sound about right considering he died at age 27). he asked me if he could bum 5 bucks off me for something to eat. I felt bad for him because honestly, not only did this look and feel like my idol, but I was also really broke. I told him that I didn't have any money because I'm just a small town musician trying to make it big. He told me that he understood exactly what I was going through. We conversed for a little bit. He asked me what instruments I play. I told him bass, drums and guitars and that I plove fender guitars but like the smaller gibson necks. He then told me that he was that way himself and that he prefered Mustangs and Jaguars. now for those of you who arent musically knowledged, mustangs and jaguars have shorter necks than say a stratocaster. all this time he smokes his cigarette, I notice he is left handed. we quit talking and he goes on his way. I get my money out of my bank and go get gas for the 40 mile drive back home. the last time I saw him that day he was hitch hiking south towards portland. all I know is 48 hours later, Kurt's ashes mysteriously gets stolen. makes me wonder if that wasn't kurt and if it was, south would lead to California where the ashes were and it makes me wonder if he didn't steal them.
al lot of people are probably going to call bs on this post, but I am serious. so I was wondering if there were any other sightings of a guy like this.
oh and if you are looking for mysterious quotes about how he may be alive... read up on Dave Grohls quotes.
A:"Oh yeah. Always. Still. If you've ever lost someone close to you, they sort of visit you every now and then. In recurring dreams. And usually the dream is that the person never left, they've just been hiding. And you can't wait to reveal to the world that the person's still there. It feels so real."(Dave Grohl)
Wow. That's intense. But I have to wonder why he would choose to live somewhere where he'd be so easily recognized.. Either way, I'm going to visit my brother soon who happens to live in that general area. I'll definatly keep my eyes open for anyone who looks like Kurt. =)
hi - a few days ago I saw a report about him and I was fascinated from the song 'where did you sleep last night' the way he performed the sond and also the sourrounding (MTV New York unplugged) impressed me and I had the feeling every word he sang is true. so I would not wunder if he's still alive. rgds - doris born in 1967
you should check to see if Kurt has a gravestone of himself in any graveyard. If he is still alive that would be awesome, I heard that he shot himself in a hotel room and survived and then ran away from the hospital and shot himself again 2 days later
I read somewhere, i think it was a biography of Cobain online somewhere, that he was cremated, therefore wouldn't have a gravestone so no-one could see if he was alive or not.
And the amount of times Grohl has said he wishes Cobain were hiding, among other pieces of evidence brought up here, leads me to think he's alive, new name and everything.
I doubt anyone will find out for sure for some time yet.
boddah i apreciate what you are doing but i need my privacy i cant deal with this bull shit it is to hard on me i need my space because this stomach problem is bad and with it i need my space
you should check to see if Kurt has a gravestone of himself in any graveyard. If he is still alive that would be awesome, I heard that he shot himself in a hotel room and survived and then ran away from the hospital and shot himself again 2 days later."
He was cremated...... They couldn't put him into the ground do to the fact that people would vandlize it... Forgive me for saying this but if he was still alive, why in the fuck would you bring something so stupid up.) POINT MADE.)
i think it would be really cool if the truth was revealed at the end of Heavier Than Heaven(the movie biopic courtney love and others have in the works). Haha, what if Kurt had a cameo in it?
Hey dudes around here,the following thing i'm going to say is just the realistic story. I'm a big fan of Nirvana and Kurt Cobain. I don't believe either that he committed suicide. I think he is murded by someone,because,there was someone there,to edit the last words in his last goodbye letter..?! otherwise,i would like to believe that Kurt is still alive,but guys,be realistic,how could Kurt cannot be regonized nowadays? i think everywhere you will go 1 of the 5.000.000 will know who he is....
R.I.P Kurt Cobain,were always there for you,we hope you are still alive.
If you watch some nirvana shows you can notice tha Kurt takes more a shine to Krist than to Dave,so my theory is that Kurt told Krist but not Dave about his "suicide" plan to know how the world would react to his death and in his "suppost suicide note" he said tha he didn't want that Frances followed his example. So he found a way to look like he died and wile everybody was worried about his death,he and Krist went to live Somewere In Seattle and keeping Kurt a secret.
Danihilf, I agree with you somewhat, but like I said before, I don't think that Kurt would choose to live somewhere like Seattle where he could be so easily recognized. But I do believe that Krist knows about it. And that he still has contact with him. In fact, I actually think that it was Krist's idea to fake his death. *shrugs* Just a little theory of mine. However, I think Dave knows too. I mean, he HAS to. But I don't think they have contact. I think Dave got pissed at him for doing that. If you look at his quotes, his lyrics..it all points to Kurt being alive somewhere.
ok boddah, I truely want to know your sources for your information. I would absolutely love to believe that Kurt is alive and well living the life he has always deserved, freed from the pressures and fame that were thrust upon him. But to be honest I have not seen a single bit of evidence that supports this claim. Do I believe he killed himself... no, not at all. Of all the research I have done all the signs point to murder. Some of the things that you have stated, such as "no autopsy was performed" is false. You cannot get the documented results from it due to privacy laws, since that report is considered to be apart of Kurt's medical records, but the fact is that it was done. Ok boodah, prove me wrong... Can you show me some evidence that can make me believe that Kurt is alive?
alright, kurt is dead. he was not killed, he killed himself. if you think about it, kurt wanted to live a life free of fame but there was no way he couldve. so he took his own life with 3times the lethal dose of heroin, rophynol, valium, and a shotgun wound to the head. why there werent any finger prints on the gun, GSR on him, and stabing wounds in his arm, IDK. but i do know that he also claimed that he was drugged with ruffies and valium in Rome (his coma the milkshake this proves that he had experimented with ruffies before. I Hate to say it but kurt is dead. and in a pot in courtney's living room. i do hate her
I was analising your blog boddah and i found that you have been posinting regular until april 22 why did you stop? if you don´t wanna continue whit it at least you should tell us, please give us the hints
Well, the past 5 years i read a lot about this topic. And i have to say i agree, it is possible to be alive and faked his own death. According to a site which no longer exists, there was a phone call for a taxi, made from his house, the day before his body has been found. The taxi driver gave the description of man at his 30's, same height and weight. only dark-haired. The destination was.. airport. Anyway, i don't know if it is true. But i know i would like to be true. And i hope if he is alive, he will never been discovered.
Boddah, I read your whole entire blog, and I wanna ask you something:Do you think American government and federals let everyone, whoever wants to fake their own death and have a new ID and a new name?What on earth makes you think that they would do it for a regular, normal rock star like Kurt Cobain?Why would they accept to do it for him? Do you have a logical answer for this?Because I cant see any logical you have given so far on this blog..
Hi I'm Pola, I saw your video on youtube. When someone important dies, there are many crazy theories (e.g. elvis). I love Kurt sooo much and my biggest wish is that he lives. Really thats the truth!!! I love Nirvana since my teenyears. I really suffered because of his early death and his decision to kill himself. I was a big fand of hole and grunge fpr years. I'm so sad But I think he is dead. That makes me cry often. It's sad, but i don't think that he lives and you should accept this fact. To me he was the greatest artist of all time, talented, nice person too... RIP Kurt love you
ok boddah, it's Pola again, I read every posted comment in your blog... Why are you so sure that Kurt lives? Do you really think he was so fead up with the musicindustry and his role in nirvana, that he decided to began a new life in ireland? do you really think he wanted be both an icon and a happy person? and you also think that courtney is involved in all that? Where did you get your informations from? and why was no person who saw him or why aren't there new indications that fit in you theory? That means that courtney, dave, krist and the whole family everyone of them is an actor? and what about Frances? do you think she knows that he lives and where? you should write more and give new informations that make you think of that
Kurt is dead. But maybe, just maybe, somewhere out there his body lives on... As a new person.
... and maybe you know something ... or not ... if you know of course you'll not tell us here ... but I could bet he is alive ... as a new person and caracter.
Boddah, this site has some real convincing evidence and I, as a hardcore Nirvana and Kurt Cobain fan, would love nothing more than to believe he is alive. However, remember how many people killed themselves due to Kurt's death? I truly don't think he, the great man that he was, would do something so selfish as to stage his death and let that happen to his fans.
Rest in Peace man, a truly unique musician. You will always be missed.
It's disinformation for the kingdom, while people make up the stories about death, the empire of Satan thought they could take our own people, Smells like teen spirit has a lot to do with Morbid Elitists maybe something we should consider as we head into the new age the nine "MESSAGE TO SATAN" 11 attach was about learning how to realize death before the Kingdoms announcement but I was already here watching this...Studies were done to see how death could be used in Heaven for a possible takeover...that's why the world seems problematic. It won't make sense, this is my creation realm Satan tries to kill it. Does time have? "Complete the sentence."
what i ment is if he is dead he did not kill himself he was murdered but hes alive what about the shotgun shell they found on the left side of him when it should have been on th wright side and how did the shell get out of the gut inless in was pumped again (kurt if u read this we love you give us a sign ur alive) and if not much love ....now to the next subject the song lyrics he left hints for a reason (KURT IS ALIVE) i hope i have convinced u all lets all have love 4 kurt cobain.... sencearley TrueKillings29
A lot of people say talk about all the kids who killed themselves after hearing that Kurt did. They say that Kurt was too nice to do that. And I agree..but I don't think he was completely aware of how big an effect his "death" would have on people. I don't think he believed that it would upset people as much as it did. I think if he knew, he would have never done it.
Kurt, we miss you so much. Give us a sign. Please?
I believe Kurt either intentionally or accidentally overdosed on heroin and killed himself. I believe Tom Grant or Dylan Carlson shot Kurt post-mortem under counsel and dealings with Courtney after they found him dead. The taped audio recording of them looking for Kurt was obviously for alibi purposes. She could have told him where in the house to find Kurt's "suicide" note or had it overnighted to him. Grant would have been familiar with crime scenes and possibly how to stage them and both he and Dylan were familiar with guns. And both seem like money grubbing scumbags. The main motivation for this would have been MONEY and LEGACY. An accidental overdose is anti-climactic and wasn't befitting to an artist of his stature. You have to tell the legend and Kurt just blew it! A shotgun blast to the head, on the other hand, is a statement! Everyone around the world would never forget that, it's bold, it's brave and establishes the legend. Courtney would never lose her fame, she wouldn't get blamed as much, she would be able to capitalize for her and Frances forever, it established him as a legend. If he accidentally overdoses as the official story, it's a joke. His legacy would be tarnished and people wouldn't be holding him in the same regard. It just wouldn't be the same. There's money to be made off the tragic memory of an American icon! She's a businesswoman! This scenario would stay true to the stories of him being "suicidal", it would stay true to him being "murdered" and it stays true to him being a hardcore drug addict and not being able to pull the trigger. It could all be possible under this scenario. Listen to the audio tape of Grant and Dylan looking for him, calling out his name and playing dumb about not knowing about the greenhouse. It's an alibi to prove they looked but didn't find him. They're the "good guys" just doing their job. They left him for the electrician to find two days later. It would stand up in court. Grant knew what he was doing and Courtney was most likely in contact with him the entire time. But of course, I have no proof of this. I had to wake up and comment, it came to me in a dream...
hello everybody i am from mexico, and i have a long time believing kurt is not dead, i thought i was the only person untill i found the youtube video. respect where kurt possibilly lives he could live in any place of north america changing is identity whit plastic surgeon,
Hi! boddah, eres un Fan de kurt, o estas en contra de el? He leido tus comentarios acerca de que kurt aun vive, no es que sea esceptica, pero creo que si el vive aun, por lo menos alguien lo deberia de haber visto alguna vez, maybe el cambio de identidad, pero aun asi todos lo conocen, el es muy famoso, hay infinidad de fotos de el ... Aun asi me gusta tu espacio y lo frecuento de vez en cuando .. =D
Do you imagine how hard would be to keep a secret like this for 15 years? I mean, Everybody; including lovers and haters, knew who was (or is?) Kurt. So what, he stays in a house without going out. What about Frances? being a child, she never said anything about Kurt. Is hard to make a child keep a secret. Now she's 16 and blah blah... but how? and by the way. Courtney killed the guy who said "I know who killed Kurt Cobain". He was a bald fat guy with a moustach. What about that?
I heard that Frances's sweet sixteen was suicidal themed...kind of strange for someone whose father supposedly killed himself. I don't know. I think if it were me, suicide would be a touchy subject.
I think kurt is still alive out there because he had a bad life you maynot see that but he did in his eyes. But I think he faked his dead because he wonted a new life I hope were he is at he is happy.
I'm sure he is happy...if he's still alive. I want to believe that he is...but I don't know. There are just so many things that could also point to murder. Maybe if Boddah would post the hints...=) This whole thing is such a big mystery though. I doubt that anybody will ever truly know what happened to Mr. Kurt Cobain.
I BELIEVE HE FAKED DEATH TOO. HE WAS SICK OF CNN AND OTHER MEDIA IN HIS FACE SO HE FAKED DEATH AND NOW HE ACTUALLY HAS A LIFE. IF HE IS DEAD WHICH I DONT THINK HE IS BUT IF HE IS THEN IT WAS DEFINITELY MURDER.
what kind of prove that i'm alive do you want? what would you do out of it? most of you wouldn't belive... always neverending. you want a head in silver. my little finger. it's been never enogh though i understand... i really do. it would never happen to me...but hey!, thank you
mh, and i would know: if kurt is alive now, nobody 's meeting him on the road or in the whole world??! or he's living in a desert island? or he's living closed in his home?! i think it's a little bit strange what you are saying...
I love Kurt, I think he was one of the most unique individuals to ever live, and maybe he is still alive, it's possible but not probable, and as much as I wish he was still alive, he's more than likely dead, and it was probably Courtney Love, but who knows.
Well, I think, if he's really alive and if he gave us hints, then in his songs - played bachwards. Just by listening to 'smells like teen spirit' or the other songs played backwards I really get the feeling, that Kurt wanted to "hide" something in his songs. I mean, there just to much phrases that are too clearly to understand just to be a coincidence...
But imagine if that was true, and he's just alive, wouldn't he want to see Frances? He loved her so much, and I cannot think of him not wanting to talk to her - to be a active part in her life. And wouldn't there be just more peole who saw him after his fake-death? At least i could imagine that the government helped him, at his time, they thought that Nirvana would spoil the teens, the people, so they wanted Kurt to stop his influence, and so it's possible that they decided to do him a favor...
But, to be honest, i tend to believe that he's dead. He WAS suicidal, the just tried to kill himself when he was six- or seventeen (it's in his diary), he was depressive, and he was in pain. And i don't believe that the suicidal attempt in Rome was just a fake. Maybe he just seemed to be so happy to this girl because he knew that he would soon end it all up? Maybe he was just a good actor?
My theory is, that he wanted to die, to end it up, but he also wanted to be sure that nothing will go wrong, so he asked someone to shoot him, after giving him an overdose. And that someone might be Courtney, who was not so sad about his wish to die...
Ah, well, whatever it is, I'm really excited to hear Boddah's hints... hurry man, i want to know them :D
And... just in fact that Kurt is alive and reading this: Really cool, that no one has discovered your new identity... I hope you're happy now. As much as happy as you deserve it, and after all you deserve a lot of happiness. Your songs helped me through a hard part of my life, thank you so much. For this i love you.
I'm not being fuuny, but this is utterly rediculous. I would love for Kurt to still be alive, but i just don't think he would stage his own death. Tbh, he died a long time ago and he doesnt deserve this.
If you were going to stage your own death, would you leave as many 'clues' as Cobain apparently did? I don't think so.. He was a smart man, and i think he would be able to make sure there was a proper picture etc.
If he was escaping fame by staging his death, then that is a terrible idea. Where in this world would you hide - you cant hide forever. Which is also why i believe people like Osama Bin Laden are dead also. I mean, it was in the news for ages.. And it would always haunt him.
Someone else also posted: 'in one interview he said "one day i may have to put out records under a new name"' - that is pure coincidence. Why would you fake death to get away from media, just to make new records which obviously is going to make you more famous. Its stupid.
Look, everything you have stated here is pretty good, you obviously worked very hard on researching this. But at the end of the day the man is dead, and no matter what, he always will be. Even if there was a SMALL possibility he was alive, then theres no point in this. Because, what are you going to achieve? Nothing.. And i dont think theres much of a chance of Cobain seeing this anyway, if he was alive.
OMG I can't believe this thread is still active. Look folks. 32 yr old male here. Grew up right in the middle of the grunge movement. Idolized Kurt as a child like no one else did. Any of you young folks who are just discovering him need to face the fact that he's dead. When I was a kid we used to pick on people who claimed elvis was still alive. Don't become one of those douchebags. And to those of you who are 30 and over who still cling to this man's nutsack, grow the hell up. Kurt died when I was 16 and I admit that it took me a few years to get over it. But 30+ year old adults idolizing a guy that died when he was younger than you are now seriously need to get a life. Growing up has taught me that Kurt was a fucking idiot for killing himself, not a hero. I love his music, but god damn he was stupid. Don't idolize people who blow their heads off. Nothing good will ever come of it.
You're a stupid fucking idiot. Maybe you should follow your little boyfriend, Kurt, and blow your brains out, too! You worship a drug addicted loser who wasn't man enough to step up and raise his child. Good riddance to bad rubbish!
i just saw james addiction at sasquatch festival and perry spoke of kurt...it was a nice gesture.another one for the books...
hints..hum..lets see, lets start with the music industry, we take musicians for granted just as the labels do,we think they are machines touring tiredlessly and as for a future in music...its only for the absolute, the strongest survive the weak fade away to become what they once were...broke and nobody special. and once your locked in what kind of future would you have if you couldnt stand it anymore and wanted out? nill...none? would your fans hate you? would your music fade away? well these are the things that kurt seemed to worry about. at some point kurt didnt want to write music anymore he didnt want to tour, he was tired! this was all admited. i think thats the part of kurts personality we were all drawn too,the fact he didnt even enjoy being a rock star but was just so dam good at it! we couldnt understand why his reality wasnt like our fantasy of what being a rock star is! well the music industry didnt want to see kurt quit music and nirvanas cash cow leave the arena.so instead of quiting music the only way out plan went into effect, kurt would fake his death and nirvana would remain preserved and even outsell elvis! proof you say...you want hints! everything about nirvana is preprint!kurt and courtney both loved to manipulate the press! posters of kurt with a rifle in his mouth!!!kurt admited he was suicidal on mtv interviews knowing the world was watching and would watch it over an over even after his death.i think kurt has been around for francis!you act like people cant change the way they look,lolz!and if you think that persons dead are you going to be looking for him? no! why would francis beans sweat 16th birthday be suicide themed? why are expensive homes being bought in kurts name after his death?you think someone can fake being kurt cobain?lolz NO!its simple kurt got out of the limelight so in that effect he is dead!but the man kurt cobain is still very much alive watching you tube videos and laughing at us all!
mabey some dried smokable flowers that leave a room smelling as if a skunk sprayed? would the smell of teen spirit skunk nuggets make you rise from the dead for a puff, and mabey inspire you to write a new chart topping lp?
Kurt was cremated right away (ya right). The wake wich i attended was nothing more than fans gathered together to talk about what had happend with Courtney running her lipps! There was no funeral. How do you say this is proof he is dead? Your just another chumped up dumbass that believes everything he is told.
Well, i dont know the real words to describe my feelings about Kurt.. So what i would like to say is - if he is realy alive, and we will know about it only when he will die for real (well he has to) it will be a hard punch to head, so lets belive that he's alive while we can... CHR my e-mail - es0.8@inbox.lv
"I will never bother you I will never promise to I will never follow you I will never bother you
Never speak a word again I will CRAWL AWAY FOR GOOD
I will move away from here You wont be afraid of fear No thought was put in to this I ALWAYS KNEW IT WOULD COME TO THIS" These words do make sense now... This song was able to public after all the fuss calmed down...
if kurt faked his death .his wife courtney love would definatly have to go along with his plan . . she would benefit off his supposive death with fame and money , , kurts mom got custody of frances cobain . .but yet theres alot of pictures on the net of frances and courtney.. maybe because she wants to see her daughter and knowing how courtney is she would make a threat to kurt (cause he's alive) to either see her daughter or tell the world his secret so there for kurt and or kurts mom allows them to visit..for kurt now (if he's alive) has to compramise alot with courtney ..idk im just rambling about stuff but who know's kurt might be walking down the street right beside you you never know ...kurt might be in louisiana somewhere down the line he had relatives in louisiana like around shreveport louisiana or like monroe i think ..kurt was a god he could be any where
check out the "real" lyrics to YKYR from the home demo. WAY more revieling. Sounds to me like he was planning on going into hiding more than killing himself. And Shaun Morgan HMMM, his lyrics...his whole story... just check him out too. Truth is usually stranger than fiction.
You Know Your Right Home demo 2nd verse lyrics. She will see another me, when I'm through melting, guess I'll go and medicate, I guess on foreign medicAid, guess I'll NEVER OPIATE, if you were me you'd hear me say, Dream.....
It seems like they tried to plan it for April fools day. And now I hear on that flight from rehab back to seattle when "nobody could find him" he sat next to Duff Mckagan in 1st class! WTF!
maybe he is alive and working on a farm,,, in ireland? or living under the earth, eating mushroooms and bugs and stuf friends with syd barret , maybe all is a joke a big joke
you want the truth.... you will never get it! power and money cant let you know.... if you feel cheated who cares!cash rules,its the industry standard! people died over this fiasco would you come foward if you were kurt? fuck no! he would be ruined! as it is now the legend, the mystery continues... just as it will in time forever!
sometimes people do stuff of cretan reasons that are unknown, and we should embrase those reasons.no matter what the effect of the outcome will be! If you really want the truth why dont you ask me you're self, the reason that one would commit suicde is not of the body,but of the mind and soul... just to get away from all the shit and torment of other people .I am now 42 years old and when or if it ever comes time I will sho the world untill then my reasons are plane to see, just let it be and all answers will be answered. thanx
someone bought a house in New Jersey a few years ago under his name. thats fucking weird. if he were alive, it would probably be under some form of witness protection or something. he was going to go to madrid and all these other places in europe. oh, and check this out: http://letmeaddmy2cents.wordpress.com/2009/07/09/kurt-cobain-the-lost-interview/ he makes mention of Cork and the Coburns in this. it wasnt put up till 2003
if you realy fucing think that i was going to lay down to this, you got another thing comming. Why cant you people just leave me the fuck alone kurt Cobain
i think kurt killed himself gave grohl some songs to play and one is the song that christ sings chorus on, he died but came to life in foo fighters through the songs he wrote
In not sure whether he is alive or not, I know one thing though, I'm not a fan of Courtney, and i wouldn't put it past her to have him murdered. I just started a Kurt Cobain blog, I'm gonna write about the happy things in Kurt's life...so feel free to come check it out =) http://www.kcobainblog.blogspot.com/
i really wish i could feel what you are in thinking Kurt is still alive, but the saddness is that Kurt is dead. you've only got To look in to his eyes to see that. i am more in believing that he was murder. i dont think Tom Grant would spend 16 years in to investigating into his death with all the things he found out, if he thought in any doubt he is still alive, and he saw his body, hes tring to get the case reopened as he has more to share but cant as the case is closed. he also has lots of evidence of Kurt body from the autopize, that he cant say. The police did take photos but didnt develop the film, as said there was no point as it was only a sucide in there mind
the way he was found on the floor, shot in the skull (straight shot, close range, perpendicular to his forehead) proves that he was shot by someone else. the dose of heroin in his blood was enough to kill an elephant. died because the overdose given to him by somebody and then shot whilst he was on the floor. nobody can shoot himself with a shot gun like he was. and by the way: h wasn't shot with a shotgun!!!! a shotgun would of blown half of his face off and would of made a hell of a mess in the greenhouse!!! the floor was as clean as new, only a small stain of blood was found on the left side of the body.
the goodbye message he left in the greenhouse wasn't written by him, that is not his handwriting.
that is scary and everyone else needs to get their freakin' facts straight!!! Kurt Cobain was awesome and he always will be!! He will always shine,...even when he is in his coffen!!
Their is a photo of Kurt in the green house in which u can see his face, also the funeral home that he was taken to one of it's staff snuck in people who paid their respects and took clippings of his hair.. As did Courtney, she was said to have stuck Kurts hand up her skirt.. No real suprisr there. And as for all the oh he wouldn't leave Frances shit your forgetting that hecwas a selfish little fucker even called himself narcistic! And so fuckin what if he feared his music would go down the tubes big fuckin deal normal people have the balls to live out their lifes with much worse things happening to them how do mothers go on after fishing their dead babies out the pool? How do beautiful young girls go on after being raped and having there attackers slice open there faces? Kurt had fuck all to feel bad about he had everything a world that adored him and a little criticism that everyone alive has to face! He shot himself because he was depressed and a junkie and had been fighting with his wife he didn't want his daughter to become like him and thought she would be happier without him, Kurt did wrote that letter although it was probably written beforehand and meant as a farewell to his fans, in a fit of anger and depression he grabbed it and added a little extra to it to say goodbye to his wife and daughter. He's dead and he killed himself because he always said he wanted to be part of the 27 club! The photos and facts mentioned are on findadeath.com
I had a dream of Kurt...when i was 22,23,dont remember Im 33 now well, he was very happy in my dream,he was smiling,wearing some sweater ,we were in a room with a wooden walls ,there was a two-seater in the middle of the room ..and some table in front of it.I was eating donuts and Kurt was chasing me around the table cos he wanted my donuts too,yeah it was funny dream,I usually forget my dreams,but i remembered this
I dont know if Kurt is alive or not,If he is,and if he can see this blog,then I say to him Hello Kurt,I hope you are doing well,maybe we can meet one day and just have a beer and talk,nothing more.So,Contact me somehow..maybe in a dream again :) Cheers and Kisses !
there is nowhere kurt could go aside from the moon or alaska where he wouldnt be recognized. he would be richer than elvis. and then hed reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaally have a reaqson to kill himself. and he wasnt murdered either. make website in flashcharity video production
There are people who have no legs or arms,but they dont kill themself,they want to live! Only imbeciles who do not appreciate LIFE are suicidal! Kurt said he wanted to join "club27" and he did it,so know he has internal fame on earth and Courtney has all his money!
btw,if he faked his death,there are bilion islands on planet earth where he can live in piece and not to be recognized!
But tell me,why there are so many houses on his name if he is dead?They should be on Courtneys name?So why they are not ?
but the truth is he killed himself and we cant change that
I just want to make a small reference to the posts about "the meaning of the lyrics", Kurt said in an interview that he was fed up of people putting to much meaning into his lyrics. I think he said that when he was asked about "Rape Me" I'll source that interview an post it.
Kurt, I see u dont want to speak in private,i wouldnt if i were you,too,cos that way you can be traced, so please tell me here then Do you have a woman in your life now? Are you happy? Do you miss something ?
+I will never walk it through I could never promise you It's some things follow you I will never wanna you This will mean I'll love again Guess I'll never have a fan This will mean me to me I could never have a seam It's a neverending dream I will always want to faint If I'm me you'll never know Everything I ever know
Dream
It's another point of view Look at me when I was you I could never die again I won't lose another friend She will see another me When I'm through I'll meditate Guess I'll know I'll medicate Guess I'll fall and medicate This'll never open hate For me is here to say
Kurt singing seasons in the sun http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kO4BF67pvsc&feature=related
goodbye my friend, it's hard to die when all the birds are singing in the sky and all the flowers are everywhere pretty girls are everywhere "Think of me and i'll be there."
goodbye, papa, please pray for me i was the black sheep of the family "I don't know all these words I have bought three turds With my BB-gun I would kill birds"
we had joy, we had fun, we had seasons in the sun but the hills that we climbed were just seasons out of time
goodbye, michelle, my little one "I was the apple of the shining sun. And I have loved you every week All my tears are salty I think that now I will start to leave"
We had joy, we had fun, we had seasons in the sun But the hills that we climbed Were just seasons out of time We had joy, we had fun, we had seasons in the sun But the stars that we reached were just starfish on the beach.
We had joy, we had fun, we had seasons in the sun But the hills that we climbed Were just seasons out of time
We had joy, we had fun, we had seasons in the sun But the stars that we reached where just starfish on the beach.
P.S. Courtney Love -born Courtney Michelle Harrison ;)
Kurt IS alive! We are not stupid. He simply got famous using the camera like they all do then disappeared. A duh! No fu__ing s_it! Its played out! Too many stars use this method or have used it. Lennon, Elvis, Tupac, Biggie and on and on or could it be the ce ai a the ones usin it too much to rid the earth of media takeout as I have called it and phrased it. lol.
The hints are simple money money and more money. Do they think we are stupid or something. For heavens sake. You want a zillion bux? Get in front of the camera, act crazy do have talent tho then fake your death like they all do. Wine haouse is the latest to do this fad craze!!!
The biggest hint to me that he was going to fake his death was when he did the em tee vee unn plughed thing. I thought gee this is the setup. He set it up and escaped faked his death for the money!!!
Kurt is alive. It was a hoax. There is no way he worked too darned hard to get famous get rich and then kill himself. He simply copied the 27 death thing for the money like all the other stars did. I think he may not have done it but the ce ai ay did it. Why? To silence him for THEIR or the QWEENS political agenda. You see in the ue es ay if you make noise you get exited to the witness pratection plan and real quick too. You think I'm wrong then watch the formula is simply this, the celeb whom makes noise to the media gets silenced i.e. taken out of circulation. Rub em wrong n see or watch who in the future rubs em wrong n they will exit too. You see they want the history books to go a certain way and that includes musical history of the u es ay and the world for that matter.
Look its simple. If you have money you can do and stage anything and that includes buy a look a like cadaver blow its head off dress it up like you then stage the scene with a note YOU wrote beforehand. COME ON PEOPLE THIS IS NOT ROCKET SCIENTIST. THIS IS ABOUT MONEY. ROYALTIES. So what do you do you concoct this up before you get famous that when you do get famous you have a plan to retire young and live in money and luxury forever and under the anonymous person you were when you took the curt costume off. ya dig. man this stuff of celebs kilin em selves is hoaky ITS FOR THE MONEY MANY THE MONEY!!!! HE IS ALIVE YES IT WAS FAKED..............
death fakers; cobain elvis tupac biggie bonham jfk rfk mlk jfk jr. and on and on. u see u es ay history is merely a mold that gets molded just how they want it...
Neither. Kurt Cobains death was staged, faked. Come on do you really think we all are to believe a drugged out rock star pipcked up a rifle and shot his own face off. Man thats bull$hit dude. What really happened was he saw opportunity opportunity to escape and be rich forever the ultimate get back at the mere people who got him there.
Neither. Kurt Cobains death was staged, faked. Come on do you really think we all are to believe a drugged out rock star picked up a rifle and shot his own face off. Man thats bull$hit dude. What really happened was he saw opportunity opportunity to escape and be rich forever the ultimate get back at the mere people who got him there.
Kurt simply pulled a fast one on us. Why stay alive making small money off of recoed sales when you can make more dead. So you go buy a medical cadaver dress it like you buy a rifle shoot the cadavers face off pay a few people off and voila YOU ARE DEAD. You leave to some isle somewhere and collect your dough through the cayman banks. Gee. So hard to do. He faked it like so many others, lennon, elvis, bruce n brandon lee, morrison, joplin, tupac, biggie and on and on and on. Simple money for life. Forever. I think elvis started all the fake deaths...oh then after your ole lady strikes it big with more money too!
Kurt simply pulled a fast one on us. Why stay alive making small money off of record sales when you can make more dead. So you go buy a medical cadaver dress it like you buy a rifle shoot the cadavers face off pay a few people off and voila YOU ARE DEAD. You leave to some isle somewhere and collect your dough through the cayman banks. Gee. So hard to do. He faked it like so many others, lennon, elvis, bruce n brandon lee, morrison, joplin, tupac, biggie and on and on and on. Simple money for life. Forever. I think elvis started all the fake deaths...oh then after your ole lady strikes it big with more money too!
Kurt, from what ive seen, and heard, he was truly an amazing person. if he is alive, i hope he got what he wanted. if he is not, RIP Kurt, we miss you.
He's dead, I don't want to believe it either but he's gone :/ He hasn't been hiding for 20 years how would he get food brought to him because he wouldn't be able to out in public incase they recognized him, it was extremely hard for him to leave his daughter but I think he'd just had enough, some people are just like that, I know I am, sorry but he's gone and we'll all miss him dearly...
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Any suicide photo of Kurt Cobain with face blasted off is fake. He was killed by a single gunshot to the face but much of his face remained untouched leaving him easily recognizable and identifiable. Back of his head was distorted as the bullet collided with his skull. The shotgun that ended Kurt Cobain life was a present from his best friend and “Earth” singer/guitarist Dylan Carlson.
Kurt Cobain’s Death The dead body of Kurt Cobain was discovered on April 8, 1994 in the Greenhouse – a room above the garage by Gary Smith, an electrician who came to install security lights at the house in Lake Washington. Gary Smith at first thought that Kurt was resting on the floor, but there was a little bit of blood oozing out of his ear, he was on his back with a shotgun resting on his chest and there was a suicide note hidden underneath the flower pot. The official report estimates that Kurt Cobain died on April 5, 1994, which would mean that he had been dead for 3 days before he was found. The “Automatic for the People” album by R.E.M. was found in the CD player indicating that this was the last music Kurt Cobain listened to before his passing.
Kurt Cobain Death Controversy The death of Kurt Cobain has been officially ruled a suicide, however there are some who don’t believe Nirvana singer would take his own life and suspect Courtney Love, his wife as the killer. Did Courtney Love really kill Kurt Cobain? Let’s take a look at what some proponents of “Kurt Cobain Death Conspiracy” say:
The very first person disputing suicide was Seattle journalist Richard Lee who obtained a video tape filmed on April 8, 1994. The tape was recorded from a tree when the police was already at the crime scene. Kurt Cobain’s dead body is partially seen in one of the shots – his hair is on the ground, but there is no blood. You can see that image in the gallery below. It has a little hue to it because it’s a screenshot from a video camera.
The most prominent supporter of theory that Kurt Cobain’s death wasn’t a suicide, but a homicide is Tom Grant. Tom Grant is a private investigator who was originally hired by Courtney Love to investigate the disappearance of Kurt Cobain from rehab. Tom Grant first started to doubt official ruling of Kurt Cobain’s death after he saw the toxicology report. According to this report, Kurt Cobain had 1.52 milligrams or heroin per liter of blood in his body at time of death. Tom Grant warrants that such toxic level of heroin would render anyone incapable of pulling trigger. He believes that Kurt Cobain was purposefully intoxicated to render him helpless so that perpetrators could camouflage the killing, making it look like suicide.
Tom Grant also analyzed the suicide note that was found by Kurt Cobain’s dead body and thinks it’s not a suicide note, but rather a letter announcing his wish to leave his wife Courtney Love and music industry all together. Shotgun which rested on Kurt’s body was turned the opposite way from where the empty shotgun shell was discharged and had no fingerprint evidence.
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I am not really sure if Kurt is still alive, because when you see pictures you never see the part of his face where there is blood.I don't really know if I should say he is alive or not. All I know is that Kurt was a great singer/guitarist. I also know that for me he was/is the BEST singer/guitaris on EARTH!!!!!
I noticed something no one has mentioned anywhere ever and I want to create a site for it! I've looked all of these things up over the years and I do actually think there is a good chance that he is alive. At the very least his "body" in the famous greenhouse picture is definitely a mannequin. The guy who found "him" even thought so. Check out the greenhouse photo and notice three things the pant leg, the laces on the shoe and his CLOSED "hand". Study the pant leg it looks like half of it there is no leg and the top is stuffed (like a scarecrow). Also it's not a straight "leg". The "hand" is closed which is weird given he fired a gun. And most importantly the laces on his shoe are standing up on their own. Tell me one pair of shoes that has laces that stand straight up to the side. I've got more too. Think about it. It doesnt mean he's alive it's just made me question something. Leaving clues Kurt?
I killed myself, yeah. But I have been reincarnated, and recovered some of my memories, as an 18 yr old boy living in some far away place. I'm happy now, let's all move on peeple.
Kurt was a true revolutionary. His music affected me in ways that few have. This painting of Kurt Cobain captures him perfectly at his last ever performance - Unplugged in Newyork.
We know entertainers are worth more dead than alive..Michael Jackson Elvis Jim Morrison all death fakers..They kill the image and move on..Nirvana was failing why not go out big why you can and have your fans and make a bunch of money off your character..He's Rivers Coumo and he stayed in the spot light that way while racking in the bucks off his death..Weezer sends messages in songs like buddy holly and sweater and trouble maker and more..they both wore those goofy glasses and wear vintage wool jackets...Watch in bloom and look at Rivers Coumo a match..Solved
Listen guys! Leave me alone! I need my space! My stomach problems are getting much worse and I'm hiding in Amsterdam just look up my name,Kurt Cobain...Amsterdam and you'll see a photo of me. It's the only photo of me...alive! Alright! Can you guys just fucking leave me alone! Jesus man! I've gotten over my heroin addiction and I haven't written a song in years. The last song was back in 2002 and it was something totally different than anything I've ever done before. I was proud of it...well actually that's a lie. Ever since I faked my death I've been on an emotional rollercoaster! I can't function enough to write songs now. The most I'll do is sing my old songs. The song they ask me to sing the most is smells like teen spirit but they know other songs. Please leave me alone! I love you guys but please!
I was in Liverpool in 2009 and I saw this guy staring through a window at me when I was in a bar. He looked the spitting image of Kurt Cobain. We all think we would walk up and say Hi and stuff but I was paralysed with fear.I couldn't believe it, he knew I was there alright. He just looked older and had longer hair. He fiddled with his rucksack thing and slowly walked off. I thought nothing about this incident until last year when I found out that Dave Grohl and others were in Liverpool at the time in 2009 playing with Sir Paul McCartney. I am sure it was Kurt but I do think we should give the man his space. He gave us all great music and it is selfish of us to ask for more. Because Kurt 'died' everyone hails In Utero as a seminal masterpiece, but to me and many others it is like Nirvana were fucking bored and running out of steam. People think it would be impossible for Kurt to fake his own death, but not when you have millions of dollars. Lots of people have died because they thought Kurt died or were involved in some sinister stuff.People would probably try to hurt Kurt if he came back to the limelight. Also, people have trouble with the fact that Kurt was not suicidal etc and are upset because their reluctant hero is gone.Most do not understand the drugs element. People who take heroin are flipping a coin with their lives every time. We are lucky we had as many songs from Nirvana as we did. Everyone labels Courtney as the psycho who would do anything to wipe out Kurt, but she saved his life many times. I think that Kurt and Courtney were so similar it was a recipe for disaster, loving to hate to love each other. Finally, I remember when Dylan had an interview years ago and he said that if Courtney or anybody had anything to do with Kurt's death they would be dead. If Kurt is not dead, who is in on it? Easy. Everyone from the Police to the coroner and even the electrician. As a real mega fan, I hope that Kurt is alive but I am not holding my breath. I hope you got fat, and can finally come to terms with Chad's drumming and everyone else's drumming too. But I am glad you were not the drummer you wanted to be, and that you bought that retarded guy a toaster.
I think it would be nice if Kurt did a duet with President Obama. Something like 'I've got you babe.' They could have Krist playing the harmonica in the background.
I also cannot wait for a sequel to crybaby jerkins, and the 150th re-release of Bleach with remixes by Kajagoogoo and liner notes from some of the many Doctors who treated Kurt in the past. It could come with a free sponge to mop up the grunge after each listen, and thousands of pictures of Kurt doing bugger all. There could also be a bonus DVD with interviews from people who never met Kurt, Courtney or anyone Nirv related, but still judge like all the other buttholes; like all the others on sites like this. There could also be interviews with members of crap bands who got signed because of Nirvana, then suddenly realised they had no talent after 1 terrible album each.Is a DVD that long? Don't forget to harrass Kurt's family for interviews with no relevance to the music, and get Everett True on there again as well as the Pet Shop Boys and Hulk Hogan too. I look like Ian. Jethro Bodean.
Gee! I wish it were that easy. *laughs* You're not going to find anything and if you do you're not gonna believe it..I mean come on! You know? *laughs*. I mean like well..that's what's so great about hiding for 22 years. Using the illusion of age. Money can't buy happiness but...it can buy house that's used to get away from people and a wife. × × Wax Aneurysms R Us ~~~~~~
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1 – 200 of 223 Newer› Newest»I haven't been able to find any, but I have been thinking that he may have done that. Is later gonna be like...soon? Cause I'm really excited now.
Well ... I hope you guys dont let me talk here alone ... I want you to put your heads for work too ...
Before I share my ideeas I must remind you, the kind of person Kurt was ... As an close friend of Kurt said , he was the most amazing person he meet. A true genius, not only in music but in all aspects of life ... I believe that because sometimes the pain and grief can be a real booster for the genius ... see Vincent van Gogh, Edgar Allen Poe, and more recent Hemingway
well if you play smells like teen spirit backwards, it sounds like he was gonna kill himself.BUT forwards, at the end he repeats 'a denial' such as a denial of his death. reverse that, and you get 'i hate you'. compare that to the end of his suicide note that says 'i love you'. susspisios isnt it -_^
yeah combot ... that's I'm talking about ... Kurt main 'weapon' were his lyrics and songs ...
What was his last song created ? Or at least we know about ... You know you're right
Read the lyrics and see if you can look at them on another perspective now
in one interview he said "one day i may have to put out records under a new name"
=) ...
That's exactly what I think and feel ...
I already stated that I dont want to do anything more ... to search for Kurt or something like that
I strongly belive that Kurt, desgusted by the hollow life he was living, made this decission ... and good for him
Maybe this blog doesnt help him too much, raising such questions, but I didnt do this blog with an reason or purpuse ... I just did it to pay my respect to a beautiful soul
Since yesterdays night im fricking sure he's alive..
all evening along i was surfing trough net and looking at the facts and so..
i dont know, all the poeple i am telling this think im sick, whatever, he's alive. XD
I really want to believe you, but deep down inside it just seems too hypothetical. Of course I am excited of the following facts you might find, or any new ideas, but I am sorry to tell you that you haven't convinced me... yet. For now, I continue to pay homage to the memory of Kurt Cobain. Rest In Peace.
ok, im not denying that kurt cobain is alive or dead, however, you stated in one of your posts that one of the most important things to him was not fame or money but his daughter Frances, if that were true why would he leave her and his wife for that matter just so he could be free from the stressful and painful career and whatnot. It seems from my point of view that doing that(going into hiding) is showing that he doesn't care about his daughter because he left her! If your allegations are true of course. It just doesn't make sense, he wouldn't have left his Frances if she was the most important thing in his life.
what do you guys think of the fact that people used Kurt's
social security number
(if i said that right)
to buy houses and other stuff
is it possible to use suchs a number after someone died a long time ago
Kurt is alive. Yall need to stop thinking about it and I know where hes at I see him about 2 times a month. Hes fine short hair a little gray in the temples glasses
on and a faded old ball cap he spends most of his time feeding his goats and cows Hes really happy no woman in his life He says he dont have the time for all that shit anymore. So yall leave it be
he got tired of all that shit but hes doing fine.
Dont Forget that on April 5 1994 he also said "I cant live this life i just dont have the passion anymore" He wasnt happy with the fame he didnt want to be a rock star anymore and i also have a hard time beleving that he would leave Frances like than no matter what she was his whole world
guys this is not to flame or demoralize any of u all...i love kurt as much as u all like and i really wish if he was alive...but please get over it guys...kurts dead and thats fact....he was too big a magnitude to hide his death and its just not possible....i understand u r logic saying kurt didnt wanted to losse his rock star stardom but he didnt wanted it either so he staged his death....what u guys missed out here is just 1 more fact he was utterly disappointed with his marrage and he knew courtny wont let go things so easily and that was a factor in kurts death....i really wish if he was alive...i really wish what i am saying is all false....but still kurt is too huge to fake his death...just too huge.
hey guys, im sorry i have to say this. Kurt Cobain is dead. As much as you would like him to be alive he is not. What i think (dont take this personly) is that guys are a bunch of wanna-bees wasting your time (and life) on something you wish would of turned out differently. Just give up Kurts dead.
i'm thinking "you know you're right" lyric, what do you think?
http://youtube.com/watch?v=6Iho1V--8G4
i hope you get some more stuff on soon,
i love reading about kurt.
especially since you have all this evidence!!! =]
Hi Boddah, you have stated that you were a close friend of Kurts (posted on april 15th 2008)
so let me ask you a question & get a honest answer, do you believe Courtney killed kurt or had something to do with his death?
I know you think hes alive, but I cant believe that somehow! I dont know weather to find your site sick or crazy or you just enjoy messing with peoples emotions, kurts death hurt alot of people, specially here in the UK too.
Hi Boddah, you have stated that you were a close friend of Kurts (posted on april 15th 2008)
so let me ask you a question & get a honest answer, do you believe Courtney killed kurt or had something to do with his death?
I know you think hes alive, but I cant believe that somehow! I dont know weather to find your site sick or crazy or you just enjoy messing with peoples emotions, kurts death hurt alot of people, specially here in the UK too.
i hope you are right ,and i really want to believe you.i am so exited of the following facts you find .i love him so much and i love reading about him.so i hope kurt is really still alive.
hey everybody i wish tht kurt cobain still a live but the truth he is dead bcs why someone will disepeared just like tht so i want to believe tht he's a live but sadly he is not.
Honestly, whether Kurt is alive or not, don't be stupid and post dumb things like "Oh, I killed him. I was hired by Courtney". or "Kurt, don't show this message to anyone". It's the stupidest things I have ever seen. You people seriously need a lot of growing up to do. I also understand you have rights to your own opinions, but come on now, you people are becoming ridiculous. Many people believe in many different thing and that includes what they believe happened to Kurt. And in my opinion, I do not know if Kurt is dead nor does anyone else. People are stating their true feelings on this case. If Kurt is dead, I believed that someone else killed him, and if he's still alive, show himself. Maybe he really is alive, maybe not. Either way he's not going to be seen. Apparently if he's alive, he wants to be left alone. I've read and seen alot of peoples opinions, thoughts and stories of Kurt's case. In one interview with Kurt, he makes a direct quote "Through other eyes, it isn't a specific ailment, it doesnt have a name or anything. I mean it had been building up for so many years now, I was suicidal, ya know? I mean I just didn't want to live. So, I just thought, if I'm gonna die, if I'm gonna kill myself, I should take some drugs. Ya know? I might as well become a junkie because I felt like a junkie everyday." That did not mean he wanted to or even intended to kill himself. This meant nothing more than what people were saying and how he felt about it. He may have felt suicidal, but I do not think that any father that loved and cared so much about his daughter, would do something to never have that feeling again. To never be able to watch her grow, take care of her, be there for her when she needed him and to love her, give that up for drugs and nothing. I would call it nothing because what would he get out of not being on this eath anymore? Not Francis. I would argue the fact of him still being alive for the reasoning of why wouldn't he come in contact with Francis or want to see her? but then again, with Kurt you never know. Maybe for him, in his mind, he is watching her grow. He may not be there next to her, but he sees pictures on the internet, television, magazines and much more. Maybe this is his own little way of being with Francis and watching her grow, Maybe acting like he was dead was the only way for him to get out of his marraige and become happy. Just maybe he didn't want his daughter to go through her parents being divorced like he had to. From things I've read(which are not always true)Cobain had a hard life after his parents divorced. I knwo from personal experience that I hate my parents being divorced. I've had my mother and fathers boyfriends, girlfriends and husbands in and out of my life for I'd say ten years now. Maybe Kurt thought of this after(if he really did)he wrote the letter to Courney about him wanting a divorce, which would make him pretending to be dead the easiest way to keep Francis and himself happy. Again, this is only my opinion and thoughts about Kurt Cobain and his possible where abouts or death cause. The one thing I wonder the most is how Francis feels? How does she feel about her father not being there and what does she think really happened to him? I hope to one day find out, but until I do I will continue to wonder. All anyone should really care about is him being happy. If you are a true fan, you will believe whatever you want and let no one person change your mind. Speak freely, I'm not trying to say I know what happened, this is my opinion on what is possible and what might have happened. I encourage any Nirvana and Kurt Cobain fan to believe whatever you want to believe and go as far as you think you should to prove your thoughts and beliefs. I am also not sure why they did not show a picture of Kurt's face, considering the fact that(possibly)his face was not intact, I've always known of pictures being taken of the full body. No matter the damage or how brutal and disgusting it may be, th epictures are needed for records. Someone always gets a hold of things not meant to be seen by others, this time I'm not sure of the case. Either way, I have no way to prove anything to the extent where it will make a difference, but maybe someone else does. If you do, don't be afaid, speak up so you can be heard because you never know what could be done with or without the information. I never knew Kurt personally, I wouldn't be able to say whether or not he would do this or do that, I'm only reminding you that this is an opinion. Don't get offended by what I say and if it does offend you, I'm not here to say sorry for what I've said. I'm writing to explain how I feel about this situation. Please feel free to say anything you feel about what I have just written. Write your own opinion and what you think or believed happened. If you would like to talk to me about anything I've said or other things dealing with Kurt I have an aim screen name I will put on here.
Kurt, whether you walk on this earth or your body lay in a coffin, you were a loved singer/song writer/gutarist. I wish I could have met you, but either way you were tired and wanted to be alone and happy.
-Megan
New Jersey
aim-lediskomegan
evident
I agree, he might be alive.You can find every dead people's disgusting and rotten pictures on the internet and elsewhere..Even Marilyn Monroe and even Kennedy, Lennon..But no dead pic of Kurt.I think Seattle Police Department cooporated with him, and made a hoax like this as if he died..
Omg dude its all coming together now kurt is alive and you're a huge tool bye douchebag, peace out faggot
hi im kurt cobain and i say im dead and dont fuck with me or ill stab you with a fuckin needle. try to guess whats in it.
~kurt yousuck kobain
While I appreciate the sentiment of this site, you all have to realize that Kurt is not alive. I am a HUGE fan of Nirvana and Kurt, so I would love more than anybody for him to be alive. But he is not. Do you really know how hard it is to fake your own death? For himk to have disappeared for almost 15 years in nearly unfathomable. And why in all that time would he not contact his own daughter? Yes, custody of Frances was given to Kurt's mom after his death, but that was because courtney was drugged-out mess incapable of taking care of a child, or herself for that matter. Kurt may have wanted out of the music business and the public eye, but why would he fake his own death? It's not like he commited a great crime, or had people trying to assasinate him. He was a musician who got tired of being a rockstar. Now whether he killed himself or was murdered, who probably will never know for sure. But he is DEAD. You guys need to accept that and just cherish the music Nirvana and Kurt made
I´m so warm and calm inside
I no longer have to hide
Let's talk about someone else Steaming, soon begins to melt
Nothin' really bothers her
She just wants to love herself ......
Things have never been so swell
I have never felt so well.
Ok Boddah, why would Kurt do that?Why would he stage his own death when he can quit the music business and move to another country?Why would he chose the hard way when there is an easy way?And how can he see his daughter when he is hiding?How can he have a daughter-father relationship with his daughter when he is covering his own ID?Do you think Frances Bean is keeping the secret that her father is actually alive and is she not telling this truth to anyone?Even her friends?Do you think Kurt put his own daughter into a position like this?If you can give good answers to these questions then I will believe this theory.
Know what I've noticed? If Kurt OD'd on heroin, why was he wearing long sleeves when he was found? I think he had someone pose as him and had him wear long sleeves because that's just what Kurt did. He almost always wore long sleeves. Any other explanations for that?
well, i didn't know if you knew this already ,but kurt had filed a divorce from courtney and was getting ready to announce that he was leaving the music indrustry for good.
Police may have cooperated with him.You know, sometimes cops do things like "witness protection program" or something..They may have fooled the media.And you know, Courtney knew Seattle Police Department cops very well, even the autopsy experts, like Nikolas Hartshorne.No matter what the crime scene looked like, a cop will always investigate if he finds out a suicide victim with a 3 time lethal dose.If they did not, it is only suspicious.It is not impossible for Kurt to be faked his own death, it is possible..And I read the stuff that Courtney said, "Kurt has millions of houses on his name all over the America.". It is not a lie, if you search for his name on the peoplesearch.com or whitepages.com, you will see that there are lots and lots of Kurt Cobain all over America.The strangest thing is, I remember that Kurt once said in an interview that he searched for all the Cibains around the America, and he is the only Kurt Cobain that is living in America.
People searching sites proove that Courtney is not lying about Kurt having hundreds of houses all over America.She was talking about a fraud, I dont know if a fraud really happened or not, but it is true that he has addresses under his own name all over USA.It is strange.
But I don´t understand why Frances is still in touch whith his mother, isn´t she??? I cant stop crying while reading this blog, he was so young, so sweet and so an exceptional musician. I dont understand anything
Go to www.findadeath.com. They have two pictures of his body. As a matter of fact, here's a link.
http://www.findadeath.com/
Go to "directory", then scroll down to Kurt's name. One is very obviously fake, but the other looks suspiciously authentic. You can never tell these days with photoshop and all though.
Don't start this elvis crap man. He's dead. I miss him too, but he's dead.
"I CAN'T RIP PEOPLE OFF BY FAKING IT as if im having %100 fun.."
from the suicide note of Kurt Cobain.
I saw that pic on findadeath.com about a month ago. I don't think that that looks exactly like Kurt. I think it looks enough like him though. I actually think it's Cali. Like, I think Kurt left for...wherever he went. When Tom Grant and Dylan Carlson went to his house, they went into Cali's room and supposedly it looked as though he had left in a hurry. Like, the tv was still on and everything. I think Courtney knew they were coming so she told him to go to the green house and lay on the floor like he was dead. And that's why she kept saying to Dylan "Check the green house, make sure you check the green house". And when no one came, maybe she told him to lay there again in the morning when she knew the electricians were gonna be working on the house. So Cali was the "body" that Gary Smith found. *shrugs* Just a thought. I really do think the man in the photograph on that website looks like him [Cali] though. Check it out.
Hi - Interesting theory...
Could be - maybe, maybe not. I only know that his death was a tragic thing for his fans and if he is still alive then more power to him for finding the courage to get out. The mainstream corporate music industry is full of scumbags looking to make money off the talent of others.
If he is in Ireland - cool. I moved from Denver to Scotland where my ancestors originated so I can dig that.
But, still, wouldn't it just be easier to buy an island, tell the music industry to F*ck off and live in peace? Being a young daughter who lost her father to death, I can't imagine that any parent would want to inflict that on their kid however, he was an addict. People always seem euphoric when high...
RIP KC.
JMC
Kurt Cobain was identified by his own mother when they found him. Why wouldn't you believe he's dead?
I'm more conserned about what the cause of his death is, I mean, did Courtney kill him? He had triple the lethal drugs in his body, he must've been dead before picking up the shotgun. Also was said someone used his creditcard after his death, so someone must have known he was dead before the electrician found him.
I strongly believe that Courtney did this, and she got away with it.
I don't know what to think I love him and I hope he's not dead but if he is RIP and I love you. but if he isn't then I am so happy and I just wish that Nirvana would get back together but I do think you're right but I also think that he may be dead. either way I still love and respect him.
'Go on you tube search up Why Kurt thinks he's not a rockstar.)
Go i-Tunes Look up rockstar by Nickle back.) Listen closely.
He's alive.)
He's not alive, but unfortunately fanboys just don't want to accept the truth. You'll get over it as you get older. I was 14 when Nevermind was released and it blew my mind. Now at the age of 31, older than Kurt was when he died, I look at things a little differently now and I'm especially not as infatuated by him as I was when I was a kid. Basically, I grew up and got over it. I suggest the rest of you do the same and let the man rest in peace.
I wonder if it is mere coincidence that I found this site.
I'm 19 and I've been listenign to Nirvana since I discovered them at 14.
For several years, I studied the great mystery of his death and I came to realize that I was going around in circles. i gave up at one point trying to prove that he was alive...
...Until a month ago. I live in Washington state, in a very small town. the closest big town to me is Kelso/Longview. I happened to be there after work one day and I was getting ready to go to a cash machine when I heard a voice say "excuse me."
To me, it felt like I had heard that voice before. I turn around and who do I see before me, but a man with long blonde hair, a t-shirt with a flannel over it, really faded blue jeans (though not torn) and converse sneakers. He has those same peircing eyes, the same bulky jaw bone and he was smoking a cigarette. He was deffinatley aged but looked to be about in his 40's (which would sound about right considering he died at age 27). he asked me if he could bum 5 bucks off me for something to eat. I felt bad for him because honestly, not only did this look and feel like my idol, but I was also really broke. I told him that I didn't have any money because I'm just a small town musician trying to make it big. He told me that he understood exactly what I was going through. We conversed for a little bit. He asked me what instruments I play. I told him bass, drums and guitars and that I plove fender guitars but like the smaller gibson necks. He then told me that he was that way himself and that he prefered Mustangs and Jaguars. now for those of you who arent musically knowledged, mustangs and jaguars have shorter necks than say a stratocaster. all this time he smokes his cigarette, I notice he is left handed. we quit talking and he goes on his way. I get my money out of my bank and go get gas for the 40 mile drive back home. the last time I saw him that day he was hitch hiking south towards portland. all I know is 48 hours later, Kurt's ashes mysteriously gets stolen. makes me wonder if that wasn't kurt and if it was, south would lead to California where the ashes were and it makes me wonder if he didn't steal them.
al lot of people are probably going to call bs on this post, but I am serious. so I was wondering if there were any other sightings of a guy like this.
oh and if you are looking for mysterious quotes about how he may be alive... read up on Dave Grohls quotes.
Q:Do you still think of Kurt?
A:"Oh yeah. Always. Still. If you've ever lost someone close to you, they sort of visit you every now and then. In recurring dreams. And usually the dream is that the person never left, they've just been hiding. And you can't wait to reveal to the world that the person's still there. It feels so real."(Dave Grohl)
Wow. That's intense. But I have to wonder why he would choose to live somewhere where he'd be so easily recognized..
Either way, I'm going to visit my brother soon who happens to live in that general area. I'll definatly keep my eyes open for anyone who looks like Kurt. =)
Oh. By the way. I've been reading up on Dave Grohl quotes..he really talks about how he dreams that Kurt's just been hiding all this time a lot..
hi - a few days ago I saw a report about him and I was fascinated from the song 'where did you sleep last night' the way he performed the sond and also the sourrounding (MTV New York unplugged) impressed me and I had the feeling every word he sang is true. so I would not wunder if he's still alive.
rgds - doris born in 1967
fucking lulwut
you should check to see if Kurt has a gravestone of himself in any graveyard. If he is still alive that would be awesome, I heard that he shot himself in a hotel room and survived and then ran away from the hospital and shot himself again 2 days later
I read somewhere, i think it was a biography of Cobain online somewhere, that he was cremated, therefore wouldn't have a gravestone so no-one could see if he was alive or not.
And the amount of times Grohl has said he wishes Cobain were hiding, among other pieces of evidence brought up here, leads me to think he's alive, new name and everything.
I doubt anyone will find out for sure for some time yet.
Oh I will. Believe me. Before I'm 27 I will have found him.
boddah i apreciate what you are doing but i need my privacy i cant deal with this bull shit it is to hard on me i need my space because this stomach problem is bad and with it i need my space
you should check to see if Kurt has a gravestone of himself in any graveyard. If he is still alive that would be awesome, I heard that he shot himself in a hotel room and survived and then ran away from the hospital and shot himself again 2 days later."
He was cremated...... They couldn't put him into the ground do to the fact that people would vandlize it...
Forgive me for saying this but if he was still alive, why in the fuck would you bring something so stupid up.) POINT MADE.)
i think it would be really cool if the truth was revealed at the end of Heavier Than Heaven(the movie biopic courtney love and others have in the works). Haha, what if Kurt had a cameo in it?
WATCH IT AND LOOK CLOSELY... THEN DELETE MY COMMENT.) THANKS.)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Na3KLMfgPVs&feature=related
SHOCKING HOW MUCH WEIGHT HE'S GAINED OVER THE LAST FEW YEARS.
All of you are really starting to convince me that Kurt is yet, still alive. I hope he is...
But in respect, if he is still alive we should leave him alone.
Hey dudes around here,the following thing i'm going to say is just the realistic story. I'm a big fan of Nirvana and Kurt Cobain. I don't believe either that he committed suicide. I think he is murded by someone,because,there was someone there,to edit the last words in his last goodbye letter..?! otherwise,i would like to believe that Kurt is still alive,but guys,be realistic,how could Kurt cannot be regonized nowadays? i think everywhere you will go 1 of the 5.000.000 will know who he is....
R.I.P Kurt Cobain,were always there for you,we hope you are still alive.
Cheers,from Holland.
If you watch some nirvana shows you can notice tha Kurt takes more a shine to Krist than to Dave,so my theory is that Kurt told Krist but not Dave about his "suicide" plan to know how the world would react to his death and in his "suppost suicide note" he said tha he didn't want that Frances followed his example.
So he found a way to look like he died and wile everybody was worried about his death,he and Krist went to live Somewere In Seattle and keeping Kurt a secret.
That is just my theory...
Could tre true or not.
Danihilf, I agree with you somewhat, but like I said before, I don't think that Kurt would choose to live somewhere like Seattle where he could be so easily recognized. But I do believe that Krist knows about it. And that he still has contact with him. In fact, I actually think that it was Krist's idea to fake his death. *shrugs* Just a little theory of mine. However, I think Dave knows too. I mean, he HAS to. But I don't think they have contact. I think Dave got pissed at him for doing that. If you look at his quotes, his lyrics..it all points to Kurt being alive somewhere.
ok boddah, I truely want to know your sources for your information. I would absolutely love to believe that Kurt is alive and well living the life he has always deserved, freed from the pressures and fame that were thrust upon him. But to be honest I have not seen a single bit of evidence that supports this claim. Do I believe he killed himself... no, not at all. Of all the research I have done all the signs point to murder. Some of the things that you have stated, such as "no autopsy was performed" is false. You cannot get the documented results from it due to privacy laws, since that report is considered to be apart of Kurt's medical records, but the fact is that it was done. Ok boodah, prove me wrong... Can you show me some evidence that can make me believe that Kurt is alive?
i hope he is still alive...but if he is found out, wont he be arrested for it?
alright, kurt is dead. he was not killed, he killed himself. if you think about it, kurt wanted to live a life free of fame but there was no way he couldve. so he took his own life with 3times the lethal dose of heroin, rophynol, valium, and a shotgun wound to the head. why there werent any finger prints on the gun, GSR on him, and stabing wounds in his arm, IDK. but i do know that he also claimed that he was drugged with ruffies and valium in Rome (his coma the milkshake this proves that he had experimented with ruffies before. I Hate to say it but kurt is dead. and in a pot in courtney's living room. i do hate her
niaboc, Kurt ashes have been stoled.
I haven´t found any hints but i think that if and expert try to analyse kurt´s song he may find some clues
PD: When are you going to give us the hints boddah? we have been waiting for monhts, please post the clues
I was analising your blog boddah and i found that you have been posinting regular until april 22 why did you stop? if you don´t wanna continue whit it at least you should tell us, please give us the hints
Well, the past 5 years i read a lot about this topic. And i have to say i agree, it is possible to be alive and faked his own death. According to a site which no longer exists, there was a phone call for a taxi, made from his house, the day before his body has been found. The taxi driver gave the description of man at his 30's, same height and weight. only dark-haired. The destination was.. airport. Anyway, i don't know if it is true. But i know i would like to be true. And i hope if he is alive, he will never been discovered.
Boddah, I read your whole entire blog, and I wanna ask you something:Do you think American government and federals let everyone, whoever wants to fake their own death and have a new ID and a new name?What on earth makes you think that they would do it for a regular, normal rock star like Kurt Cobain?Why would they accept to do it for him?
Do you have a logical answer for this?Because I cant see any logical you have given so far on this blog..
Kurt is dead.
But maybe, just maybe, somewhere out there his body lives on... As a new person.
Maybe Kurt had some information on some major drug dealers.
Hi I'm Pola,
I saw your video on youtube. When someone important dies, there are many crazy theories (e.g. elvis). I love Kurt sooo much and my biggest wish is that he lives. Really thats the truth!!! I love Nirvana since my teenyears. I really suffered because of his early death and his decision to kill himself. I was a big fand of hole and grunge fpr years. I'm so sad
But I think he is dead. That makes me cry often. It's sad, but i don't think that he lives and you should accept this fact.
To me he was the greatest artist of all time, talented, nice person too...
RIP Kurt love you
ok boddah,
it's Pola again, I read every posted comment in your blog...
Why are you so sure that Kurt lives? Do you really think he was so fead up with the musicindustry and his role in nirvana, that he decided to began a new life in ireland? do you really think he wanted be both an icon and a happy person? and you also think that courtney is involved in all that?
Where did you get your informations from? and why was no person who saw him or why aren't there new indications that fit in you theory? That means that courtney, dave, krist and the whole family everyone of them is an actor? and what about Frances? do you think she knows that he lives and where?
you should write more and give new informations that make you think of that
ít's not kurt in that photo...look better on the carpet...fake photo
Anonymous said...
Kurt is dead.
But maybe, just maybe, somewhere out there his body lives on... As a new person.
... and maybe you know something ... or not ... if you know of course you'll not tell us here ... but I could bet he is alive ... as a new person and caracter.
Paola,
For me too, Kurt was a great artist, but first was a rare beautiful soul.
I wish I can meet once in life a person like Kurt and I wish everyone to meet at least once in life such person.
I dont have evidences about his fake death but I know an inteligent man and the artist in him wouldnt choose death over the beauty of life ...
Kurt Cobain, the lead singer of Nirvana is dead but I would like to meet the beautiful soul behind that legend. And that's all about this blog
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dbo1IGteQQI
"Kurt Cobain, the lead singer of Nirvana is dead but I would like to meet the beautiful soul behind that legend. And that's all about this blog"
I totally agree. And the way you worded that, Boddah..I got chills.
Boddah, this site has some real convincing evidence and I, as a hardcore Nirvana and Kurt Cobain fan, would love nothing more than to believe he is alive. However, remember how many people killed themselves due to Kurt's death? I truly don't think he, the great man that he was, would do something so selfish as to stage his death and let that happen to his fans.
Rest in Peace man, a truly unique musician. You will always be missed.
It's disinformation for the kingdom, while people make up the stories about death, the empire of Satan thought they could take our own people, Smells like teen spirit has a lot to do with Morbid Elitists maybe something we should consider as we head into the new age the nine "MESSAGE TO SATAN" 11 attach was about learning how to realize death before the Kingdoms announcement but I was already here watching this...Studies were done to see how death could be used in Heaven for a possible takeover...that's why the world seems problematic. It won't make sense, this is my creation realm Satan tries to kill it. Does time have? "Complete the sentence."
look at how fake that picture is KURT IS ALIVE and i not he did not kill himself he was murdered
what i ment is if he is dead he did not kill himself he was murdered but hes alive what about the shotgun shell they found on the left side of him when it should have been on th wright side and how did the shell get out of the gut inless in was pumped again (kurt if u read this we love you give us a sign ur alive) and if not much love ....now to the next subject the song lyrics he left hints for a reason (KURT IS ALIVE) i hope i have convinced u all lets all have love 4 kurt cobain.... sencearley TrueKillings29
A lot of people say talk about all the kids who killed themselves after hearing that Kurt did. They say that Kurt was too nice to do that. And I agree..but I don't think he was completely aware of how big an effect his "death" would have on people. I don't think he believed that it would upset people as much as it did. I think if he knew, he would have never done it.
Kurt, we miss you so much. Give us a sign. Please?
Boddah..update. Please?
I believe Kurt either intentionally or accidentally overdosed on heroin and killed himself. I believe Tom Grant or Dylan Carlson shot Kurt post-mortem under counsel and dealings with Courtney after they found him dead. The taped audio recording of them looking for Kurt was obviously for alibi purposes. She could have told him where in the house to find Kurt's "suicide" note or had it overnighted to him. Grant would have been familiar with crime scenes and possibly how to stage them and both he and Dylan were familiar with guns. And both seem like money grubbing scumbags.
The main motivation for this would have been MONEY and LEGACY. An accidental overdose is anti-climactic and wasn't befitting to an artist of his stature. You have to tell the legend and Kurt just blew it! A shotgun blast to the head, on the other hand, is a statement! Everyone around the world would never forget that, it's bold, it's brave and establishes the legend. Courtney would never lose her fame, she wouldn't get blamed as much, she would be able to capitalize for her and Frances forever, it established him as a legend. If he accidentally overdoses as the official story, it's a joke. His legacy would be tarnished and people wouldn't be holding him in the same regard. It just wouldn't be the same. There's money to be made off the tragic memory of an American icon! She's a businesswoman!
This scenario would stay true to the stories of him being "suicidal", it would stay true to him being "murdered" and it stays true to him being a hardcore drug addict and not being able to pull the trigger. It could all be possible under this scenario.
Listen to the audio tape of Grant and Dylan looking for him, calling out his name and playing dumb about not knowing about the greenhouse. It's an alibi to prove they looked but didn't find him. They're the "good guys" just doing their job. They left him for the electrician to find two days later. It would stand up in court. Grant knew what he was doing and Courtney was most likely in contact with him the entire time. But of course, I have no proof of this. I had to wake up and comment, it came to me in a dream...
ok people
i love kurt
i tried to commit suicide for him
but...
hes dead
its over
i cry everynight because i miss him
i just want to see him again
but...hes dead
i know it hurts
i know you want to believe that his alive but thats just a lie
i love kurt
i wish he was alive
i wish he didnt commit suicide
but......he did
Kurt Cobain if you can see me from heaven or hell i just want to tell you i love you
-Giuliano
Puerto Rico
call_of_duty_yuyo@yahoo.com
hello everybody i am from mexico, and i have a long time believing kurt is not dead, i thought i was the only person untill i found the youtube video. respect where kurt possibilly lives he could live in any place of north america changing is identity whit plastic surgeon,
THANX FOR UR OPINION, i2 belive he was murdered.
Hi! boddah, eres un Fan de kurt, o estas en contra de el? He leido tus comentarios acerca de que kurt aun vive, no es que sea esceptica, pero creo que si el vive aun, por lo menos alguien lo deberia de haber visto alguna vez, maybe el cambio de identidad, pero aun asi todos lo conocen, el es muy famoso, hay infinidad de fotos de el ... Aun asi me gusta tu espacio y lo frecuento de vez en cuando .. =D
Dear friend Boddah I believe in parts as you speak, but is it?
You think he could keep up for so long in anonymity? think hard ...
but I really liked it ... read your reasons gave me hope!
= D
some say he was murdered, or that he was a junkie pushed to the limits. i wonder if that's the greatest trick of all; he is still alive!
The facts point to a murderer by Courtney... Didn't they ?
Kurt alive ? i don't think so.
Do you imagine how hard would be to keep a secret like this for 15 years? I mean, Everybody; including lovers and haters, knew who was (or is?) Kurt. So what, he stays in a house without going out. What about Frances? being a child, she never said anything about Kurt. Is hard to make a child keep a secret. Now she's 16 and blah blah... but how? and by the way. Courtney killed the guy who said "I know who killed Kurt Cobain". He was a bald fat guy with a moustach. What about that?
I heard that Frances's sweet sixteen was suicidal themed...kind of strange for someone whose father supposedly killed himself. I don't know. I think if it were me, suicide would be a touchy subject.
I think kurt is still alive out there because he had a bad life you maynot see that but he did in his eyes. But I think he faked his dead because he wonted a new life I hope were he is at he is happy.
I'm sure he is happy...if he's still alive. I want to believe that he is...but I don't know. There are just so many things that could also point to murder. Maybe if Boddah would post the hints...=)
This whole thing is such a big mystery though. I doubt that anybody will ever truly know what happened to Mr. Kurt Cobain.
hey dude.. i mite believe you... give me ur email id and ile keep in touch
I BELIEVE HE FAKED DEATH TOO. HE WAS SICK OF CNN AND OTHER MEDIA IN HIS FACE SO HE FAKED DEATH AND NOW HE ACTUALLY HAS A LIFE. IF HE IS DEAD WHICH I DONT THINK HE IS BUT IF HE IS THEN IT WAS DEFINITELY MURDER.
Come on Boddah. It's been almost a year. Post the hints. =(
what kind of prove that i'm alive do you want? what would you do out of it?
most of you wouldn't belive... always neverending. you want a head in silver. my little finger. it's been never enogh
though i understand... i really do.
it would never happen to me...but hey!, thank you
Okay. Person above me actually sounds like Kurt in a weird way...
Okay, Kurt. 15 years is long enough. Come home now.
Please?
mh, and i would know: if kurt is alive now, nobody 's meeting him on the road or in the whole world??! or he's living in a desert island? or he's living closed in his home?!
i think it's a little bit strange what you are saying...
I think Kurt is really alive, but in our minds.. just in our minds, nothing else.. I;m very big fan of Kurt but I don't believe that he's alive.
;(
Anything's possible. He could easily be alive. I doubt that we will ever really know the truth though. =(
I love Kurt, I think he was one of the most unique individuals to ever live, and maybe he is still alive, it's possible but not probable, and as much as I wish he was still alive, he's more than likely dead, and it was probably Courtney Love, but who knows.
Well, I think, if he's really alive and if he gave us hints, then in his songs - played bachwards.
Just by listening to 'smells like teen spirit' or the other songs played backwards I really get the feeling, that Kurt wanted to "hide" something in his songs.
I mean, there just to much phrases that are too clearly to understand just to be a coincidence...
But imagine if that was true, and he's just alive, wouldn't he want to see Frances? He loved her so much, and I cannot think of him not wanting to talk to her - to be a active part in her life. And wouldn't there be just more peole who saw him after his fake-death?
At least i could imagine that the government helped him, at his time, they thought that Nirvana would spoil the teens, the people, so they wanted Kurt to stop his influence, and so it's possible that they decided to do him a favor...
But, to be honest, i tend to believe that he's dead. He WAS suicidal, the just tried to kill himself when he was six- or seventeen (it's in his diary), he was depressive, and he was in pain. And i don't believe that the suicidal attempt in Rome was just a fake.
Maybe he just seemed to be so happy to this girl because he knew that he would soon end it all up? Maybe he was just a good actor?
My theory is, that he wanted to die, to end it up, but he also wanted to be sure that nothing will go wrong, so he asked someone to shoot him, after giving him an overdose. And that someone might be Courtney, who was not so sad about his wish to die...
Ah, well, whatever it is, I'm really excited to hear Boddah's hints... hurry man, i want to know them :D
And... just in fact that Kurt is alive and reading this:
Really cool, that no one has discovered your new identity... I hope you're happy now. As much as happy as you deserve it, and after all you deserve a lot of happiness. Your songs helped me through a hard part of my life, thank you so much. For this i love you.
Christina, 18, Germany.
I'm not being fuuny, but this is utterly rediculous.
I would love for Kurt to still be alive, but i just don't think he would stage his own death. Tbh, he died a long time ago and he doesnt deserve this.
If you were going to stage your own death, would you leave as many 'clues' as Cobain apparently did? I don't think so..
He was a smart man, and i think he would be able to make sure there was a proper picture etc.
If he was escaping fame by staging his death, then that is a terrible idea. Where in this world would you hide - you cant hide forever. Which is also why i believe people like Osama Bin Laden are dead also. I mean, it was in the news for ages.. And it would always haunt him.
Someone else also posted:
'in one interview he said "one day i may have to put out records under a new name"'
- that is pure coincidence.
Why would you fake death to get away from media, just to make new records which obviously is going to make you more famous. Its stupid.
Look, everything you have stated here is pretty good, you obviously worked very hard on researching this. But at the end of the day the man is dead, and no matter what, he always will be. Even if there was a SMALL possibility he was alive, then theres no point in this. Because, what are you going to achieve? Nothing.. And i dont think theres much of a chance of Cobain seeing this anyway, if he was alive.
In a way, i find this Blog offensive.
OMG I can't believe this thread is still active. Look folks. 32 yr old male here. Grew up right in the middle of the grunge movement. Idolized Kurt as a child like no one else did. Any of you young folks who are just discovering him need to face the fact that he's dead. When I was a kid we used to pick on people who claimed elvis was still alive. Don't become one of those douchebags. And to those of you who are 30 and over who still cling to this man's nutsack, grow the hell up. Kurt died when I was 16 and I admit that it took me a few years to get over it. But 30+ year old adults idolizing a guy that died when he was younger than you are now seriously need to get a life. Growing up has taught me that Kurt was a fucking idiot for killing himself, not a hero. I love his music, but god damn he was stupid. Don't idolize people who blow their heads off. Nothing good will ever come of it.
You're a stupid fucking idiot. Maybe you should follow your little boyfriend, Kurt, and blow your brains out, too! You worship a drug addicted loser who wasn't man enough to step up and raise his child. Good riddance to bad rubbish!
Person above me? Fuck off.
Come on, Boddah. It's been over a year now. =(
i just saw james addiction at sasquatch festival and perry spoke of kurt...it was a nice gesture.another one for the books...
hints..hum..lets see, lets start with the music industry, we take musicians for granted just as the labels do,we think they are machines touring tiredlessly and as for a future in music...its only for the absolute, the strongest survive the weak fade away to become what they once were...broke and nobody special.
and once your locked in what kind of future would you have if you couldnt stand it anymore and wanted out? nill...none? would your fans hate you? would your music fade away? well these are the things that kurt seemed to worry about. at some point kurt didnt want to write music anymore he didnt want to tour, he was tired! this was all admited. i think thats the part of kurts personality we were all drawn too,the fact he didnt even enjoy being a rock star but was just so dam good at it! we couldnt understand why his reality wasnt like our fantasy of what being a rock star is! well the music industry didnt want to see kurt quit music and nirvanas cash cow leave the arena.so instead of quiting music the only way out plan went into effect, kurt would fake his death and nirvana would remain preserved and even outsell elvis!
proof you say...you want hints!
everything about nirvana is preprint!kurt and courtney both loved to manipulate the press!
posters of kurt with a rifle in his mouth!!!kurt admited he was suicidal on mtv interviews knowing the world was watching and would watch it over an over even after his death.i think kurt has been around for francis!you act like people cant change the way they look,lolz!and if you think that persons dead are you going to be looking for him? no! why would francis beans sweat 16th birthday be suicide themed? why are expensive homes being bought in kurts name after his death?you think someone can fake being kurt cobain?lolz NO!its simple kurt got out of the limelight so in that effect he is dead!but the man kurt cobain is still very much alive watching you tube videos and laughing at us all!
L7 wrote a little song about it...
when we pretend that were dead!
you people are all retarded.
If anybody wants to talk about all of this, you can email me at WhatHappenedToKurtCobain@yahoo.com.
....what would it change?
woud you bring me flowers?
besides
i am fat
mabey some dried smokable flowers that leave a room smelling as if a skunk sprayed? would the smell of teen spirit skunk nuggets make you rise from the dead for a puff, and mabey inspire you to write a new chart topping lp?
boddah needs to check on this freakin thing its be going on for more than a yeat at least comment on it
boddah needs to check on this freakin thing its be going on for more than a yeat at least comment on it
Dude your a dumbass there wawss a wake and a funeral for him you dont know shit about kurt and stop trying to make up shit retard.
Kurt was cremated right away (ya right). The wake wich i attended
was nothing more than fans gathered together to talk about what had happend with Courtney running her lipps! There was no funeral. How do you say this is proof he is dead? Your just another chumped up dumbass that believes everything he is told.
Well, i dont know the real words to describe my feelings about Kurt.. So what i would like to say is - if he is realy alive, and we will know about it only when he will die for real (well he has to) it will be a hard punch to head, so lets belive that he's alive while we can... CHR my e-mail - es0.8@inbox.lv
It's funny, but u never know, maybe Kurt is one of coment posters ,who say's - u stupid retards, he's dead... :D
"I will never bother you
I will never promise to
I will never follow you
I will never bother you
Never speak a word again
I will CRAWL AWAY FOR GOOD
I will move away from here
You wont be afraid of fear
No thought was put in to this
I ALWAYS KNEW IT WOULD COME TO THIS" These words do make sense now... This song was able to public after all the fuss calmed down...
if kurt faked his death .his wife courtney love would definatly have to go along with his plan . . she would benefit off his supposive death with fame and money , , kurts mom got custody of frances cobain . .but yet theres alot of pictures on the net of frances and courtney.. maybe because she wants to see her daughter and knowing how courtney is she would make a threat to kurt (cause he's alive) to either see her daughter or tell the world his secret so there for kurt and or kurts mom allows them to visit..for kurt now (if he's alive) has to compramise alot with courtney ..idk im just rambling about stuff but who know's kurt might be walking down the street right beside you you never know ...kurt might be in louisiana somewhere down the line he had relatives in louisiana like around shreveport louisiana or like monroe i think ..kurt was a god he could be any where
check out the "real" lyrics to YKYR from the home demo. WAY more revieling. Sounds to me like he was planning on going into hiding more than killing himself. And Shaun Morgan HMMM, his lyrics...his whole story... just check him out too. Truth is usually stranger than fiction.
You Know Your Right Home demo 2nd verse lyrics. She will see another me, when I'm through melting, guess I'll go and medicate, I guess on foreign medicAid, guess I'll NEVER OPIATE, if you were me you'd hear me say, Dream.....
It seems like they tried to plan it for April fools day. And now I hear on that flight from rehab back to seattle when "nobody could find him" he sat next to Duff Mckagan in 1st class! WTF!
maybe he is alive and working on a farm,,, in ireland? or living under the earth, eating mushroooms and bugs and stuf friends with syd barret , maybe all is a joke a big joke
yeaaaah
maybe, a train killed boddah too, oh
or a piano failed over his head,,
we want the trutht and nothing but the truth
you want the truth....
you will never get it!
power and money cant
let you know....
if you feel cheated
who cares!cash rules,its the industry standard!
people died over this fiasco
would you come foward if you were kurt? fuck no! he would be ruined!
as it is now the legend, the mystery continues...
just as it will in time forever!
we want justice
REM Let me in. Is he asking for the truth?
Well, it does sound like it may be about Kurt, but I don't know that he's asking for the truth...
maybe he lives in seattle i mean thats where he lived
Maybe. That may be a bit too obvious though...then again. Who knows.
Agree, Kurt lives on!!
Weird humor
http://www.fishingmagic.com/news_events/competitions/14606.html
Are you implying that Kurt wrote that?
sometimes people do stuff of cretan reasons that are unknown, and we should embrase those reasons.no matter what the effect of the outcome will be! If you really want the truth why dont you ask me you're self, the reason that one would commit suicde is not of the body,but of the mind and soul... just to get away from all the shit and torment of other people .I am now 42 years old and when or if it ever comes time I will sho the world untill then my reasons are plane to see, just let it be and all answers will be answered. thanx
Somehow I doubt that Kurt's that bad of a speller. Or that he says 'thanx'.
someone bought a house in New Jersey a few years ago under his name. thats fucking weird. if he were alive, it would probably be under some form of witness protection or something. he was going to go to madrid and all these other places in europe. oh, and check this out:
http://letmeaddmy2cents.wordpress.com/2009/07/09/kurt-cobain-the-lost-interview/
he makes mention of Cork and the Coburns in this. it wasnt put up till 2003
if you realy fucing think that i was going to lay down to this, you got another thing comming.
Why cant you people just leave me the fuck alone
kurt Cobain
Frances is filing for emancipation and might be suing Courtney. That might mean something.
i think kurt killed himself gave grohl some songs to play and one is the song that christ sings chorus on, he died but came to life in foo fighters through the songs he wrote
In not sure whether he is alive or not, I know one thing though, I'm not a fan of Courtney, and i wouldn't put it past her to have him murdered. I just started a Kurt Cobain blog, I'm gonna write about the happy things in Kurt's life...so feel free to come check it out =) http://www.kcobainblog.blogspot.com/
i really wish i could feel what you are in thinking Kurt is still alive, but the saddness is that Kurt is dead. you've only got To look in to his eyes to see that. i am more in believing that he was murder. i dont think Tom Grant would spend 16 years in to investigating into his death with all the things he found out, if he thought in any doubt he is still alive, and he saw his body, hes tring to get the case reopened as he has more to share but cant as the case is closed. he also has lots of evidence of Kurt body from the autopize, that he cant say. The police did take photos but didnt develop the film, as said there was no point as it was only a sucide in there mind
the way he was found on the floor, shot in the skull (straight shot, close range, perpendicular to his forehead) proves that he was shot by someone else. the dose of heroin in his blood was enough to kill an elephant. died because the overdose given to him by somebody and then shot whilst he was on the floor. nobody can shoot himself with a shot gun like he was. and by the way: h wasn't shot with a shotgun!!!! a shotgun would of blown half of his face off and would of made a hell of a mess in the greenhouse!!! the floor was as clean as new, only a small stain of blood was found on the left side of the body.
the goodbye message he left in the greenhouse wasn't written by him, that is not his handwriting.
that is scary and everyone else needs to get their freakin' facts straight!!! Kurt Cobain was awesome and he always will be!! He will always shine,...even when he is in his coffen!!
Their is a photo of Kurt in the green house in which u can see his face, also the funeral home that he was taken to one of it's staff snuck in people who paid their respects and took clippings of his hair.. As did Courtney, she was said to have stuck Kurts hand up her skirt.. No real suprisr there. And as for all the oh he wouldn't leave Frances shit your forgetting that hecwas a selfish little fucker even called himself narcistic! And so fuckin what if he feared his music would go down the tubes big fuckin deal normal people have the balls to live out their lifes with much worse things happening to them how do mothers go on after fishing their dead babies out the pool? How do beautiful young girls go on after being raped and having there attackers slice open there faces? Kurt had fuck all to feel bad about he had everything a world that adored him and a little criticism that everyone alive has to face! He shot himself because he was depressed and a junkie and had been fighting with his wife he didn't want his daughter to become like him and thought she would be happier without him, Kurt did wrote that letter although it was probably written beforehand and meant as a farewell to his fans, in a fit of anger and depression he grabbed it and added a little extra to it to say goodbye to his wife and daughter. He's dead and he killed himself because he always said he wanted to be part of the 27 club! The photos and facts mentioned are on findadeath.com
lithium... his lyrics state =
" KILLED YOU, I'M NOT GONNA CRACK."
" I MISS YOU, I'M NOT GONNA CRACK."
& Here is a GREAT/FASCINATING STATEMENT... from the 1994 Mtv Awards... listen carefully:
hint,hint. GOD BLESS HIM FOR CHANGING ALL OF MUSIC, HE DID HIS PART:
(Start at 2:10)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=etqJpJTV2J4&feature=feedwll
1992, my bad... Haha.
Good day.
I had a dream of Kurt...when i was 22,23,dont remember Im 33 now
well, he was very happy in my dream,he was smiling,wearing some sweater ,we were in a room with a wooden walls ,there was a two-seater in the middle of the room ..and some table in front of it.I was eating donuts and Kurt was chasing me around the table cos he wanted my donuts too,yeah it was funny dream,I usually forget my dreams,but i remembered this
I dont know if Kurt is alive or not,If he is,and if he can see this blog,then I say to him
Hello Kurt,I hope you are doing well,maybe we can meet one day and just have a beer and talk,nothing more.So,Contact me somehow..maybe in a dream again :)
Cheers and Kisses !
P.s,Where is the creator of the blog?
"If you really want the truth why dont you ask me you're self"
Ok,maybe I am late ,but I want to ask you,only if you can trust in me,maybe we can try, in private.
i.talk.to.rainbows@hotmail.com
I am "Ramona 33"
there is nowhere kurt could go aside from the moon or alaska where he wouldnt be recognized. he would be richer than elvis. and then hed reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaally have a reaqson to kill himself. and he wasnt murdered either.
make website in flashcharity video production
There are people who have no legs or arms,but they dont kill themself,they want to live!
Only imbeciles who do not appreciate LIFE are suicidal!
Kurt said he wanted to join "club27" and he did it,so know he has internal fame on earth and Courtney has all his money!
btw,if he faked his death,there are bilion islands on planet earth where he can live in piece and not to be recognized!
But tell me,why there are so many houses on his name if he is dead?They should be on Courtneys name?So why they are not ?
but the truth is he killed himself and we cant change that
I just want to make a small reference to the posts about "the meaning of the lyrics", Kurt said in an interview that he was fed up of people putting to much meaning into his lyrics. I think he said that when he was asked about "Rape Me" I'll source that interview an post it.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JMScFKWMeIU&feature=related
a snippet from that interview
Kurt, I see u dont want to speak in private,i wouldnt if i were you,too,cos that way you can be traced, so please tell me here then
Do you have a woman in your life now?
Are you happy?
Do you miss something ?
Ramona
and yes...tell me are u still hot? :)
I hope you have not changed like your friend Krist? ;)
Aaaaand that's why he will never return back.
Possible hints Kurt gave us before dissapearing
+I will never walk it through
I could never promise you
It's some things follow you
I will never wanna you
This will mean I'll love again
Guess I'll never have a fan
This will mean me to me
I could never have a seam
It's a neverending dream
I will always want to faint
If I'm me you'll never know
Everything I ever know
Dream
It's another point of view
Look at me when I was you
I could never die again
I won't lose another friend
She will see another me
When I'm through I'll meditate
Guess I'll know I'll medicate
Guess I'll fall and medicate
This'll never open hate
For me is here to say
Dream
Hmmmm
I will never promise you
Dream
+
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z2eC_bSlCz0
Possible hints Kurt gave us before dissapearing
Kurt singing seasons in the sun
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kO4BF67pvsc&feature=related
goodbye my friend, it's hard to die
when all the birds are singing in the sky
and all the flowers are everywhere
pretty girls are everywhere
"Think of me and i'll be there."
goodbye, papa, please pray for me
i was the black sheep of the family
"I don't know all these words
I have bought three turds
With my BB-gun I would kill birds"
we had joy, we had fun, we had seasons in the sun
but the hills that we climbed
were just seasons out of time
goodbye, michelle, my little one
"I was the apple of the shining sun.
And I have loved you every week
All my tears are salty
I think that now I will start to leave"
We had joy, we had fun, we had seasons in the sun
But the hills that we climbed
Were just seasons out of time
We had joy, we had fun, we had seasons in the sun
But the stars that we reached were
just starfish on the beach.
We had joy, we had fun, we had seasons in the sun
But the hills that we climbed
Were just seasons out of time
We had joy, we had fun, we had seasons in the sun
But the stars that we reached where
just starfish on the beach.
P.S. Courtney Love -born Courtney Michelle Harrison ;)
Kurt IS alive! We are not stupid. He simply got famous using the camera like they all do then disappeared. A duh! No fu__ing s_it! Its played out! Too many stars use this method or have used it. Lennon, Elvis, Tupac, Biggie and on and on or could it be the ce ai a the ones usin it too much to rid the earth of media takeout as I have called it and phrased it. lol.
The hints are simple money money and more money. Do they think we are stupid or something. For heavens sake. You want a zillion bux? Get in front of the camera, act crazy do have talent tho then fake your death like they all do. Wine haouse is the latest to do this fad craze!!!
The biggest hint to me that he was going to fake his death was when he did the em tee vee unn plughed thing. I thought gee this is the setup. He set it up and escaped faked his death for the money!!!
Kurt is alive. It was a hoax. There is no way he worked too darned hard to get famous get rich and then kill himself. He simply copied the 27 death thing for the money like all the other stars did. I think he may not have done it but the ce ai ay did it. Why? To silence him for THEIR or the QWEENS political agenda. You see in the ue es ay if you make noise you get exited to the witness pratection plan and real quick too. You think I'm wrong then watch the formula is simply this, the celeb whom makes noise to the media gets silenced i.e. taken out of circulation. Rub em wrong n see or watch who in the future rubs em wrong n they will exit too. You see they want the history books to go a certain way and that includes musical history of the u es ay and the world for that matter.
Look its simple. If you have money you can do and stage anything and that includes buy a look a like cadaver blow its head off dress it up like you then stage the scene with a note YOU wrote beforehand. COME ON PEOPLE THIS IS NOT ROCKET SCIENTIST. THIS IS ABOUT MONEY. ROYALTIES. So what do you do you concoct this up before you get famous that when you do get famous you have a plan to retire young and live in money and luxury forever and under the anonymous person you were when you took the curt costume off. ya dig. man this stuff of celebs kilin em selves is hoaky ITS FOR THE MONEY MANY THE MONEY!!!! HE IS ALIVE YES IT WAS FAKED..............
death fakers;
cobain
elvis
tupac
biggie
bonham
jfk
rfk
mlk
jfk jr.
and on and on. u see u es ay history is merely a mold that gets molded just how they want it...
Kurt faked his death. I believe this 100 per cent. No ifs ands or buts about it. Why for the money. They all do it...
Neither. Kurt Cobains death was staged, faked. Come on do you really think we all are to believe a drugged out rock star pipcked up a rifle and shot his own face off. Man thats
bull$hit dude. What really happened was he saw opportunity opportunity to escape and be rich forever the ultimate get back at the mere people who got him there.
oops typo fixed..
Neither. Kurt Cobains death was staged, faked. Come on do you really think we all are to believe a drugged out rock star picked up a rifle and shot his own face off. Man thats
bull$hit dude. What really happened was he saw opportunity opportunity to escape and be rich forever the ultimate get back at the mere people who got him there.
Kurt simply pulled a fast one on us. Why stay alive making small money off of recoed sales when you can make more dead. So you go buy a medical cadaver dress it like you buy a rifle shoot the cadavers face off pay a few people off and voila YOU ARE DEAD. You leave to some isle somewhere and collect your dough through the cayman banks. Gee. So hard to do. He faked it like so many others, lennon, elvis, bruce n brandon lee, morrison, joplin, tupac, biggie and on and on and on. Simple money for life. Forever. I think elvis started all the fake deaths...oh then after your ole lady strikes it big with more money too!
type fixed again dangit...
Kurt simply pulled a fast one on us. Why stay alive making small money off of record sales when you can make more dead. So you go buy a medical cadaver dress it like you buy a rifle shoot the cadavers face off pay a few people off and voila YOU ARE DEAD. You leave to some isle somewhere and collect your dough through the cayman banks. Gee. So hard to do. He faked it like so many others, lennon, elvis, bruce n brandon lee, morrison, joplin, tupac, biggie and on and on and on. Simple money for life. Forever. I think elvis started all the fake deaths...oh then after your ole lady strikes it big with more money too!
Kurt, from what ive seen, and heard, he was truly an amazing person. if he is alive, i hope he got what he wanted. if he is not, RIP Kurt, we miss you.
He's dead, I don't want to believe it either but he's gone :/ He hasn't been hiding for 20 years how would he get food brought to him because he wouldn't be able to out in public incase they recognized him, it was extremely hard for him to leave his daughter but I think he'd just had enough, some people are just like that, I know I am, sorry but he's gone and we'll all miss him dearly...
He doesn't apparently have or grave or wasn't apparently even buried, apparently Courtney has his ashes in her house...?
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Any suicide photo of Kurt Cobain with face blasted off is fake. He was killed by a single gunshot to the face but much of his face remained untouched leaving him easily recognizable and identifiable. Back of his head was distorted as the bullet collided with his skull. The shotgun that ended Kurt Cobain life was a present from his best friend and “Earth” singer/guitarist Dylan Carlson.
Kurt Cobain’s Death
The dead body of Kurt Cobain was discovered on April 8, 1994 in the Greenhouse – a room above the garage by Gary Smith, an electrician who came to install security lights at the house in Lake Washington. Gary Smith at first thought that Kurt was resting on the floor, but there was a little bit of blood oozing out of his ear, he was on his back with a shotgun resting on his chest and there was a suicide note hidden underneath the flower pot. The official report estimates that Kurt Cobain died on April 5, 1994, which would mean that he had been dead for 3 days before he was found. The “Automatic for the People” album by R.E.M. was found in the CD player indicating that this was the last music Kurt Cobain listened to before his passing.
Kurt Cobain Death Controversy
The death of Kurt Cobain has been officially ruled a suicide, however there are some who don’t believe Nirvana singer would take his own life and suspect Courtney Love, his wife as the killer. Did Courtney Love really kill Kurt Cobain? Let’s take a look at what some proponents of “Kurt Cobain Death Conspiracy” say:
The very first person disputing suicide was Seattle journalist Richard Lee who obtained a video tape filmed on April 8, 1994. The tape was recorded from a tree when the police was already at the crime scene. Kurt Cobain’s dead body is partially seen in one of the shots – his hair is on the ground, but there is no blood. You can see that image in the gallery below. It has a little hue to it because it’s a screenshot from a video camera.
The most prominent supporter of theory that Kurt Cobain’s death wasn’t a suicide, but a homicide is Tom Grant. Tom Grant is a private investigator who was originally hired by Courtney Love to investigate the disappearance of Kurt Cobain from rehab. Tom Grant first started to doubt official ruling of Kurt Cobain’s death after he saw the toxicology report. According to this report, Kurt Cobain had 1.52 milligrams or heroin per liter of blood in his body at time of death. Tom Grant warrants that such toxic level of heroin would render anyone incapable of pulling trigger. He believes that Kurt Cobain was purposefully intoxicated to render him helpless so that perpetrators could camouflage the killing, making it look like suicide.
Tom Grant also analyzed the suicide note that was found by Kurt Cobain’s dead body and thinks it’s not a suicide note, but rather a letter announcing his wish to leave his wife Courtney Love and music industry all together. Shotgun which rested on Kurt’s body was turned the opposite way from where the empty shotgun shell was discharged and had no fingerprint evidence.
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@simon11...the point being?
http://briangeorgephotographer.blogspot.com/2011/05/queens-day-in-amsterdam-part-5.html
if that isn't kurt cobain idk who is
I am not really sure if Kurt is still alive, because when you see pictures you never see the part of his face where there is blood.I don't really know if I should say he is alive or not. All I know is that Kurt was a great singer/guitarist. I also know that for me he was/is the BEST singer/guitaris on EARTH!!!!!
I noticed something no one has mentioned anywhere ever and I want to create a site for it! I've looked all of these things up over the years and I do actually think there is a good chance that he is alive. At the very least his "body" in the famous greenhouse picture is definitely a mannequin. The guy who found "him" even thought so. Check out the greenhouse photo and notice three things the pant leg, the laces on the shoe and his CLOSED "hand". Study the pant leg it looks like half of it there is no leg and the top is stuffed (like a scarecrow). Also it's not a straight "leg". The "hand" is closed which is weird given he fired a gun. And most importantly the laces on his shoe are standing up on their own. Tell me one pair of shoes that has laces that stand straight up to the side. I've got more too. Think about it. It doesnt mean he's alive it's just made me question something. Leaving clues Kurt?
I killed myself, yeah. But I have been reincarnated, and recovered some of my memories, as an 18 yr old boy living in some far away place. I'm happy now, let's all move on peeple.
boddah where are you?
are u still alive ???
some idiots are spamming your other page with their crap
please do something bout it
Kurt was a true revolutionary. His music affected me in ways that few have. This painting of Kurt Cobain captures him perfectly at his last ever performance - Unplugged in Newyork.
There were no fingerprints on the gun!! Wiped clean...he was murdered
one day i may have to put out records under a new name
Good theories but he's dead and nothing you or I can change that fact.
Then eat right...
who has has vinyl or the ability to play a song backwards these days
He's alive...He's rivers coumo..
We know entertainers are worth more dead than alive..Michael Jackson Elvis Jim Morrison all death fakers..They kill the image and move on..Nirvana was failing why not go out big why you can and have your fans and make a bunch of money off your character..He's Rivers Coumo and he stayed in the spot light that way while racking in the bucks off his death..Weezer sends messages in songs like buddy holly and sweater and trouble maker and more..they both wore those goofy glasses and wear vintage wool jackets...Watch in bloom and look at Rivers Coumo a match..Solved
Listen guys! Leave me alone! I need my space! My stomach problems are getting much worse and I'm hiding in Amsterdam just look up my name,Kurt Cobain...Amsterdam and you'll see a photo of me. It's the only photo of me...alive! Alright! Can you guys just fucking leave me alone! Jesus man! I've gotten over my heroin addiction and I haven't written a song in years. The last song was back in 2002 and it was something totally different than anything I've ever done before. I was proud of it...well actually that's a lie. Ever since I faked my death I've been on an emotional rollercoaster! I can't function enough to write songs now. The most I'll do is sing my old songs. The song they ask me to sing the most is smells like teen spirit but they know other songs.
Please leave me alone! I love you guys but please!
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I was in Liverpool in 2009 and I saw this guy staring through a window at me when I was in a bar. He looked the spitting image of Kurt Cobain. We all think we would walk up and say Hi and stuff but I was paralysed with fear.I couldn't believe it, he knew I was there alright. He just looked older and had longer hair. He fiddled with his rucksack thing and slowly walked off.
I thought nothing about this incident until last year when I found out that Dave Grohl and others were in Liverpool at the time in 2009 playing with Sir Paul McCartney. I am sure it was Kurt but I do think we should give the man his space. He gave us all great music and it is selfish of us to ask for more. Because Kurt 'died' everyone hails In Utero as a seminal masterpiece, but to me and many others it is like Nirvana were fucking bored and running out of steam.
People think it would be impossible for Kurt to fake his own death, but not when you have millions of dollars. Lots of people have died because they thought Kurt died or were involved in some sinister stuff.People would probably try to hurt Kurt if he came back to the limelight.
Also, people have trouble with the fact that Kurt was not suicidal etc and are upset because their reluctant hero is gone.Most do not understand the drugs element. People who take heroin are flipping a coin with their lives every time. We are lucky we had as many songs from Nirvana as we did.
Everyone labels Courtney as the psycho who would do anything to wipe out Kurt, but she saved his life many times. I think that Kurt and Courtney were so similar it was a recipe for disaster, loving to hate to love each other.
Finally, I remember when Dylan had an interview years ago and he said that if Courtney or anybody had anything to do with Kurt's death they would be dead. If Kurt is not dead, who is in on it? Easy. Everyone from the Police to the coroner and even the electrician.
As a real mega fan, I hope that Kurt is alive but I am not holding my breath. I hope you got fat, and can finally come to terms with Chad's drumming and everyone else's drumming too. But I am glad you were not the drummer you wanted to be, and that you bought that retarded guy a toaster.
I think it would be nice if Kurt did a duet with President Obama. Something like 'I've got you babe.'
They could have Krist playing the harmonica in the background.
I also cannot wait for a sequel to crybaby jerkins, and the 150th re-release of Bleach with remixes by Kajagoogoo and liner notes from some of the many Doctors who treated Kurt in the past. It could come with a free sponge to mop up the grunge after each listen, and thousands of pictures of Kurt doing bugger all. There could also be a bonus DVD with interviews from people who never met Kurt, Courtney or anyone Nirv related, but still judge like all the other buttholes; like all the others on sites like this. There could also be interviews with members of crap bands who got signed because of Nirvana, then suddenly realised they had no talent after 1 terrible album each.Is a DVD that long? Don't forget to harrass Kurt's family for interviews with no relevance to the music, and get Everett True on there again as well as the Pet Shop Boys and Hulk Hogan too. I look like Ian. Jethro Bodean.
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Gee! I wish it were that easy. *laughs* You're not going to find anything and if you do you're not gonna believe it..I mean come on! You know? *laughs*. I mean like well..that's what's so great about hiding for 22 years. Using the illusion of age.
Money can't buy happiness but...it can buy house that's used to get away from people and a wife. × ×
Wax Aneurysms R Us ~~~~~~
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